The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
Friday, January 10. My soul was in a calm, composed frame, and my
heart filled with love to all the world; and Christian simplicity and
tenderness seemed to prevail and reign with me. Near night, I visited a
serious baptist minister, and had some agreeable conversation with him.
January 13. I was visited by divers persons under deep concern; one
of whom was newly awakened.――It is a most agreeable work to treat with
souls who are solicitously inquiring, “what they shall do to be saved?”
And as we are never to “be weary in well-doing,” so the obligation is
peculiarly strong when the work is so lively. And yet my health is so
much impaired, and my spirit so wasted with my labours, and solitary
manner of living, (there being no human creature in the house with me.)
that their repeated and almost incessant application to me for help
and direction, are sometimes exceeding burdensome. And what contributes
much towards this difficulty is, that I am obliged to spend _much_
time communicating a _little_ matter to them; there being often many
things necessary to be premised, before I can speak directly to what
I principally aim at; which things would readily be taken for granted,
where there was a competency of knowledge.
Lord’s-day, January 19. I catechised in my ordinary method. Numbers
were much affected.――Convictions powerfully revived.――Divers of the
Christians refreshed and strengthened.――And one weary _heavy laden_
soul, I have reason to hope, was brought to solid comfort in Christ.
*He told me, he had often heard me say, that persons must _see_ and
_feel_ themselves helpless and _undone_; that they must give up all
hope of saving themselves by their _own doings_, in order to their
coming to Christ for salvation. And he had long been striving after
this; supposing this would be an excellent frame of mind: that God
would have respect to _this_ frame, and bestow eternal life upon
him.――――But when he came to feel himself in this helpless _undone_
condition, he found it quite contrary to all his thoughts: so that it
was not the _same_, nor indeed any thing _like_ the frame he had been
seeking after. Instead of its being a _good_ frame of mind, he now
found nothing but _badness_ in himself, and saw it for ever impossible
for him to make himself any better. He was amazed he had never _before_
seen that it was utterly impossible for him, by all his contrivances
and endeavours, to do any thing _that way_.――――Instead of imagining
that God would be pleased with him for the sake of this frame of mind,
he saw clearly it would be just with God to send him to eternal misery;
and that there was _no goodness_ in what he then felt; for he could not
help seeing, that he was naked, sinful, and miserable, and there was
nothing in such a sight to deserve God’s love or pity.
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