The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
Religion
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
*He also expressed much satisfaction in the disposals of Providence,
with regard to the circumstances of his _death_; particularly that God
had before his death given him the opportunity he had in Boston, with
so many considerable persons, ministers, and others, to give in his
testimony for God, and against false religion; and there to lay before
charitable gentlemen, the state of the Indians, to so good effect; and
that God had since given him an opportunity to write to them farther
concerning these affairs; and to write other letters of importance,
that he hoped might be of good influence with regard to the state of
religion among the Indians, and elsewhere, after his death. He also
mentioned it as what he accounted a merciful circumstance of his death,
that he should die here. And speaking of these things, he said, “God
had granted him all his desire;” and signified, that now he could with
the greater alacrity leave the world.]
Monday, September 28. I was able to read, and make some few corrections
in my private writings; but found I could not write as I had done; I
found myself sensibly declining in all respects. It has been only from
a little while before noon, till about one or two o’clock, that I have
been able to do any thing for some time past: yet this refreshed my
heart, that I could do any thing, either public or private for God.
[This evening, he was supposed to be dying: he thought so himself,
and was thought so by those who were about him. He seemed glad at the
appearance of death. He was almost speechless, but his lips appeared
to move: and one that sat very near him, heard him utter, “Come, Lord
Jesus, come quickly.――Oh, why is his chariot so long in coming!”――After
he revived, he blamed himself for having been too eager to be gone.
*And in expressing what he found in his mind at that time, he said, he
then found an inexpressibly sweet love to those that he looked upon as
_belonging to Christ_, beyond all that ever he felt before; so that it
“seemed (to use his own words) like a little piece of _heaven_ to have
one of them near him.” And being asked, whether he heard the prayer
that was (at his desire) made with him; he said, “Yes, he heard every
word, and had an uncommon sense of the things that were uttered in that
prayer, and that every word reached his heart.”
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