The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
On the evening of Tuesday, September 29, as he lay in his bed, his mind
seemed greatly engaged concerning the prosperity of Zion: there being
present at that time two _candidates_ for the _ministry_, he desired us
all to unite in singing a psalm on that subject, even Zion’s prosperity.
And on his desire we sung a part of the 102d Psalm. This seemed much to
refresh him, and gave him new strength; so that, though before he could
scarce speak at all, now he proceeded, with some freedom of speech, to
give his dying counsels to those two young gentlemen, relating to the
great work of the ministry they were designed for. In particular, he
earnestly recommended to them frequent secret _fasting_ and _prayer_:
and enforced his counsel with regard to this, from his own _experience_
of the great comfort and benefit of it; which (said he) I should not
mention, were it not that I am a _dying_ person. And after he had
finished his counsel, he made a prayer, in the audience of us all;
wherein, besides praying for his family, for his brethren, and those
candidates for the ministry, and for his own congregation, he earnestly
prayed for the reviving and flourishing of religion in the world.
Till now, he had every day sat up part of the day; but after this he
never rose from his bed.]
Wednesday, September 30. I was obliged to keep my bed the whole day,
through weakness. However I redeemed a little time, and with the help
of my brother, read and corrected about a dozen pages in my M. S.
giving an account of my conversion.
Friday, October 2. My soul was this day, at turns, sweetly set on
God: I longed to be with him, that I might _behold his glory_: I felt
sweetly disposed to commit all to him, even my dearest friends; my
dearest flock, and my absent brother, and all my concerns for time
and eternity. Oh that his kingdom might come into the world; that they
might all love and glorify him; and that the blessed Redeemer might
“see of the travail of his soul, and be satisfied! Oh, come, Lord Jesus,
come quickly! Amen.”¹
¹ Here ends his diary: these are the last words, that are
written in it, either by his own hand, or from his mouth.
[The next evening we much expected his brother John from New-Jersey;
it being about a week after the time that he proposed for his return.
And though our expectations were still disappointed; yet Mr. Brainerd
seemed to continue unmoved, in the same calm frame, that he had before
manifested; as having resigned all to God, and having done with his
friends, and with all things here below.
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