The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
Religion
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
*On the morning of the next day, being Lord’s-day, October 4, as my
daughter Jerusha (who chiefly tended him) came into the room, he looked
on her very pleasantly, and said, “Dear Jerusha, are you willing to
part with me?――I am quite willing to part with you; I am willing to
part with all my friends: I am willing to part with my dear brother
John, although I love him the best of any creature living; I have
committed him and all my friends to God, and can leave them with God.
Though, if I thought I should not see you, and be happy with you in
another world I could not bear to part with you. But we shall spend an
happy eternity together!”¹ In the evening, as one came into the room
with a bible in her hand, he said, “Oh, that dear book! that lovely
book! I shall soon see it opened! the mysteries that are in it, and the
mysteries of God’s providence, will be all unfolded!”
¹ Since this, it has pleased God to take away this my dear
child, on the 14th of February next following, after a short
illness of five days, in the eighteenth year of her age.
She was a person of much the same spirit with Mr. Brainerd.
She had constantly taken care of, and attended him in his
sickness, for nineteen weeks before his death, devoting
herself to it with great delight, because she looked on him
as an eminent servant of Jesus Christ. In this time, he had
much conversation with her on things of religion; and in his
dying state, often expressed to us, her parents, his great
satisfaction concerning her true piety, and his confidence
that he should meet her in heaven; and his high opinion
of her, not only as a true Christian, but a very eminent
saint; one whose soul was uncommonly fed and entertained
with things that appertain to the most spiritual parts of
religion; and one who, by the temper of her mind, was fitted
to deny herself for God, and to do good beyond any young
woman that he knew of. She had manifested a heart uncommonly
devoted to God, in the course of her life, many years before
her death; and said on her death-bed, that “she had not seen
one minute for several years, wherein she desired to live
one minute longer, for the sake of any other good in life,
but doing good, living to God, and doing what might be for
his glory.”
His distemper now apparently preyed on his vitals: not by a sudden
breaking of _ulcers_ in his lungs, as at Boston, but by a constant
discharge of ♦purulent matter, in great quantities; so that what he
brought up by expectoration, seemed to be as it were mouthfuls of
almost clear _pus_; which was attended with very great inward pain and
distress.
♦ “petulent” replaced with “purulent” per Errata
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