The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 12 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
*After he had been some time in this condition, sensible of the
impossibility of helping himself; he says, it was borne in upon his
mind as if it had been audibly spoken, “There is hope, there is hope.”
Whereupon his soul seemed to be in some measure satisfied, though he
had no considerable joy; neither can he remember distinctly any views
he had of Christ, or give any clear account of his acceptance through
him.
But this was followed by a great change, so that it might justly be
said, he was become _another man_. Even the world could not but admire
what had befallen him, to make so great a change in his temper,
discourse, and behaviour.―――
And especially there was a surprising alteration in his public
performances. He now addressed the Indians with admirable fervency, and
scarce knew when to leave off: and sometimes when I had concluded my
discourse, and was returning homeward, he would tarry behind to repeat
and inculcate what had been spoken.
His change is _abiding_, and his life _unblemished_ to this day, though
it is now more than six months since he experienced it; in which space
he has been as much exposed to _strong drink_, as possible, in divers
places; and yet has never discovered any desire after it.
*And upon strict observation of his Christian temper, and unblemished
behaviour for so considerable a time, I think I have reason to hope
that he is “created anew in Christ Jesus to good works.”
His name is Moses Tinda Tautamy; he is about fifty years of age, and
pretty well acquainted with the notions and customs of his countrymen,
and so is the better able to expose them. He has already been, and I
trust will yet be a blessing to other Indians.
Friday, July 26. In the evening, God was pleased to help me in
prayer, beyond what I have experienced for some time; especially
for the conversion of my poor people: my soul relied on God for the
accomplishment of that great work. Oh, how sweet were the thoughts
of death to me at this time! How I longed to be with Christ, to be
employed in the glorious work of angels, and with an angel’s freedom,
vigour, and delight! And yet how willing was I to stay awhile on earth,
that I might do something, if the Lord pleased for his interest. My
soul longed for the ingathering of the poor Heathen; and I cried to God
for them most willingly and heartily. This was a sweet season; I had
a lively taste of heaven, and a temper suited in some measure to the
entertainment of it. My soul was grieved to leave the place; but my
body was weak and worn out. I longed that the remaining part of my life
might be filled up with more fervency and activity in the things of
God! Oh the inward peace, composure, and God-like serenity of such a
frame! Heaven must needs differ from this only in degree, and not in
kind.
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