The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 13 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 13 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
VOLUME XIII.
BRISTOL:
Printed by WILLIAM PINE, in _Wine-Street_.
MDCCLXXII.
THE
CONTENTS
Of the THIRTEENTH VOLUME.
⭘ Letters written by Mr. _Brainerd_
⭘ An Extract from Miss _Mary Gilbert_’s Journal
⭘ An Extract from _Elizabeth Harper_’s Journal
⭘ A short Account of _Ann Johnson_
⭘ A short Account of _Ann Rogers_
⭘ A short Account of _Mary Langson_
⭘ A short Account of _Hannah Richardson_
⭘ A Letter to the Rev. Mr. _John Wesley_, by a _Gentlewoman_
⭘ An Extract of Mrs. _L****_’s Letters
LETTERS
WRITTEN BY
Mr. BRAINERD.
To his brother John, then a student at Yale-College
in New-Haven.
_Kaunaumeek, April 30, 1743_.
_Dear Brother_,
*I SHOULD tell you, “I long to see you,” but that my own experience
has taught me, there is no happiness to be enjoyed in _earthly friends_,
though ever so near and dear, or any other enjoyment that is not
God himself. Therefore, if the _God of all grace_ would be pleased
graciously to afford us each his presence and grace, that we may
perform the work, and endure the trials he calls us to, in a tiresome
wilderness, till we arrive at our journey’s end; the distance at
which we are held from each other at present, is a matter of no great
moment.――――But alas! the presence of God is what I want.――――I live in
the most lonely melancholy _desert_, about eighteen miles from Albany.
I board with a poor Scotchman: his wife can talk scarce a word of
English. My _diet_ consists mostly of hasty-pudding, boiled corn,
and bread baked in the ashes. My _lodging_ is a little straw, laid
upon some boards, a little way from the ground; for it is a log-room,
without any floor, that I lodge in. My _work_ is exceeding hard: I
travel on foot a mile and half, the worst of way, almost daily, and
back again; for I live so far from my Indians.――――I have not seen an
English person this month.――――These and many other circumstances as
uncomfortable, attend me; and my _spiritual conflicts_ and _distresses_
so far _exceed_ all these that I scarce think of them. The Lord grant
that I may be enabled “to endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus
Christ!” As to my _success_ here I cannot say much: the Indians seem
generally well disposed towards me, and are mostly very attentive to my
instructions: two or three are under some convictions; but there seems
to be little of the special workings of the divine Spirit among them
yet; which gives me many a heart-sinking hour. Sometimes I hope God has
abundant blessings in store for them and me; but at other times I am so
overwhelmed with distress, that I cannot see how his dealings with me
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