The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 13 (of 32) — John Shaqi
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 13 (of 32)Wesley, John
Religion
The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 13 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
disdain the follies of the world, always chusing plainness and neatness
in dress, rather than gaiety and extravagance, and preferring an
hour’s solitude, spent in communing with her own heart, or in searching
the word of God, before all those trifling amusements, which so much
engross the attention, and waste the time of the generality of persons
of all ages.
Thus though young in years, she contemplated her latter end, and
applied her heart unto true wisdom, and is now reaping the vast
advantage in a blest eternity. She was so exercised in the needful
duty of self-inspection, as to discern the imperfection of her best
performances, and utterly to disclaim every other hope of obtaining the
divine favour than that built on the sure foundation, Jesus Christ and
him crucified. An interest in his atoning blood, was what she sincerely
sought after; being truly sensible of the necessity of being born again,
before we can enter into the kingdom of heaven. She thought the time
long ere she was admitted into the glorious liberty of the children of
God; and would greatly deplore her own instability, levity, and want of
earnestness, to which she attributed her Lord’s delay; but these things
tho’ felt by her tender and enlightened conscience, did not appear
to others. And the Lord was not slack concerning his promise, as her
following experience proved, when he came suddenly to the temple of
her heart, never to leave her more. Some weeks before her last sickness
she told a friend, that she had been greatly led out in the meditation
of death, that she formerly considered it as very dreadful, but had
of late seen it in a different view: so that if it would please God to
finish his work in her soul, she could be content, young as she was,
to give up all that were dear below, in hope of receiving them again
in that eternal day. A few days before her disorder seized her, being
asked by a friend, concerning the state of her soul, she said, “she
had a confidence that God would not long with-hold the blessing, that
she soon should know his pardoning love, and, that she was patiently
waiting upon him.” As soon as she was taken ill, (which was on the 10th
of January, 1768,) she was asked how she found her mind? She replied,
“Quite composed, that she believed the Lord had visited her in love,
and that whether it terminated in life, or death, it would be greatly
to her advantage.” During the whole time of her illness not a doubt
seemed to disturb her, nor did she ever lose her stedfast hope, that
if she was taken, the Lord would perfect his work in her soul. She was
also endued with a constant spirit of prayer, and to all around behaved
with the utmost patience and meekness. She seldom complained, and
declared she had not a murmuring thought, tho’ she appeared to suffer
exquisitely; her disorder being a putrid fever, with a sore throat,
which mortified some days before her dissolution: it was likewise
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