The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 13 (of 32)Wesley, John
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The works of the Rev. John Wesley, Vol. 13 (of 32)
Wesley, John
Methodist Church; Theology -- Early works to 1800; Theology -- History -- 18th century
Monday 2. This morning my soul was exceedingly blest while Mrs.
_L――――_ was speaking to me, encouraging me to come, and lay hold of the
blessing, assuring me, that even now the Lord was willing to impart it.
My desires were also very strong in the afternoon; although I was in
company, and the conversation not very edifying; (so gracious was the
Lord to me.)
Tuesday 3. I found my soul exceedingly blest this day, especially in
the evening: such hope and confidence I had that the Lord would reveal
himself that I had no doubt of it, and such a sweet calm was upon my
spirit till I went to bed as I never experienced before. I was also
greatly encouraged by accidentally opening the bible upon these words,
_Then shall we know if we follow on to know the_ Lord. Amen! Let it be
according to thy word, Lord Jesus.
Wednesday 4. I experienced a measure of the same confidence as the
night before. Lord continue it, and also increase it, so that I may
never doubt more.
Thursday 5. I was not altogether in such a sweet frame as the two
preceding days; nevertheless my mind was stayed on God, and my desires
earnest for the blessing, while my uncle was discoursing upon these
words, _Except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish_. _Luke xiii. 5._
Friday 6. My mind was distracted with wandering thoughts, but the
gracious Lord soon gathered them in again, and I experienced a sweet
calm upon my spirit, and liberty in prayer.
Sunday 8. I went to church expecting the Sacrament, but there being
none, we had a sermon on _Galatians vi. 9_. It was a very pretty
discourse, shewing what well-doing was; but nothing of a change of
heart was mentioned. O, thought I, how many may go thus far, and perish
at last. Lord, let me not be one of this number.
Monday 9. This afternoon we set out for _Eaton_ to see Lord
_Grosvenor_’s gardens; they are the most elegant and pleasant I ever
saw. I do not find the sight of such things to draw my mind from God:
but am rather led to meditate on the vanity of all worldly enjoyments,
and to desire to have substantial pleasures, even those which are at
God’s right-hand. The rest of the week, my mind was in much confusion,
by reason of removing; but still I have found power to be constant in
private duty, and to resist all temptations to the contrary. By thus
doing I was enabled to keep a greater watch over my words, and thoughts,
and to avoid my ♦besetting evil, levity. O Lord, make me truly thankful.
♦ “beseting” replaced with “besetting”
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