“Yes, we must choose; but I have been concerned with a greater urgency.
As we entered the tunnel my mind inquired for my own people, with whom I
had been disconnected since the encounter with the Dwellers which we
witnessed together, and though I have learnt nothing of their welfare I
found that an urgent message is being sent out to me
continually,--‘_Return at once. Further concealment useless. The animal
must go to the Dwellers, who have already dealt suitably with those he
Seeks. Do not reply._’
“That is the message, about which I am troubled. I cannot quickly tell
what is right to do. I conclude that no reply is desired because there
is either fear or certainty that it would be intercepted, and understood
by the Dwellers, and might do harm in ways which I cannot know, and
might not therefore avoid. It may be from the same cause that the
message contains no mention of the body of my Leader, though that is the
object for which I am here. It may be that this trouble is over; even
that it is returned already. Yet the objection to any reply being sent
indicates less than complete harmony, and there may be actual hostility
between the Dwellers and ourselves.
“From these thoughts two questions follow.
“If there be dissension between the Dwellers and ourselves, and
concealment be useless, how can I hope to return openly and in safety?
Possibly they may have agreed that I shall not be hindered, if you
remain, though there are some improbabilities in this supposition. So
far, I have thought of no other.
“The second question, which is greatly the more important, is this. Am I
right to leave you? Never, from the remotest memory, have I known such a
doubt to rise, nor can I tell how to resolve it. Always we have acted
together. Our Leaders have thought for all, and our will has been
single.”
The news which she gave had disconcerted me sufficiently for my thoughts
to be both confused and depressed at the first hearing, and I cannot say
to what protest or reproach they might otherwise have led me, but to
this appeal there could be only one answer possible.
“If you feel under the obligation of the promise that we should explore
the tunnels of the Dwellers together, there is no need for concern on
that point, for I release you from it. Even if I should not, I think
that your first duty must be to your own kind, and that the news which
your message gives has altered the whole position so radically that no
arrangement could be binding which was made in ignorance of it.”
She answered, “You confuse me with vague thoughts. Let us be silent,”
and for some minutes she closed her mind.
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