Then she continued, “Your thought is generous, and I should be unfair
not to recognise it, but it is born of conditions which are as alien
from ourselves as are the ways of the Frog-Mouths. If I be under
obligation to keep an undertaking to you which may have already altered
your course, and changed the experiences which you must now encounter,
how can it affect what is right for me to do, that you should accept my
desertion without protest? When you suppose that you can release me in
such a way, you assume a position of Deity--and of a Deity who could
alter the essentials of what is right and wrong. It is not your
willingness that I should go which concerns me--it is the verdict of my
own mind.”
I answered, “I have no doubt that you are right, and that you have
rebuked me justly. Yet, no less, I should like to feel that you have
decided with a mind untroubled by any thought of consequence to myself;
for the event, whether you stay or go, is beyond forecasting. Either way
may be the more dangerous for me. It is beyond knowing. But for
yourself, it seems evident that should you stay you will incur a
needless risk of the anger of the Dwellers, and must be troubled by the
additional fear that you will have disobeyed your Leaders, and may have
to face the consequences of their anger, should you escape the perils of
our present enterprise. It seems to me that your position would then be
worse even than my own, and I cannot willingly agree that you should
incur such dangers to aid me.”
“You think,” she answered, “after your own kind, and suppose a fear
which I could not feel, and a contingency which will not occur. If it be
evil that there should be discord of thought between me and my people,
is it reasonable that either side should desire to continue and perhaps
increase it, in a vain quarrel concerning what will have happened?
“Should I finally return, I shall give my reasons, and, should they be
found insufficient or otherwise, the event must be a source of wisdom
for all of us. But that must wait its time. In which direction shall we
go?”
We looked to right and left, along corridors that curved forward on
either hand, and which were more nearly of the kind that I had first
explored than was the tunnel behind us, excepting that they were
level-floored, and were not lighted in the same way.
The walls were vertical: the ceiling flat: the flooring was of the
material that looked like polished steel, and was soft to the feet, with
which I was already familiar. But in place of the dove-gray walls, and
the faint opalescence of the roof of my first experience, there was an
intermittent darkness, broken by moving fires that glowed, as it seemed,
deep within the substance of the walls, and changed, and faded, and
revived elsewhere.
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