I was awakened by my companion from a deep sleep, out of which I was
aroused with difficulty, and found that it was high noon, and the order
had already been passed that we who were on the left hand of the
outlying spur of the forest, around which we had rested, should cross to
the other side, from which the next stage of the advance would be taken.
This we did, forming a second line behind those who were already in that
position, and halting there while final instructions were given to us,
to the effect that we were now approaching the most hazardous part of
the journey, and that speed and silence, with readiness to obey any
orders we might receive with instant alacrity, were essential.
We were directed to avoid separate intercourse, and to concentrate our
minds upon the path we were taking, while holding them at the disposal
of our Leaders, and under no circumstances to allow any emotion to
control us, unless it were the ordered feeling of the expedition, and
were operated in unison.
Although these orders were not directly applicable to myself, I was
conscious of an increasing willingness to adapt myself to the methods
and controls of my new companions, and was not insensible to the relief
of mind which arose from the knowledge that the will of every member of
the expedition could be brought to operate in this way.
It is true that all my habits were alien from a method of warfare which
moved against unknown hostilities, such as were certainly capable of
physical violence, without weapons or any evident means of self-defence,
trusting, apparently, only to a mental attitude for its protection, and
leaving me to wonder how any aggressive action could be even attempted.
But I had already realised that the Amphibians had powers of intellect
which, though different from my own, were very far from contemptible.
I was inclined to wonder whether my own complacency might not be the
result of some subtle exercise of their will-power upon my own mind,
which was probably so, though not in the way in which I supposed it,
their influence not being the result of any mental violence or assault,
but resulting from my gradual recognition of the assured serenity with
which they possessed their souls against any pressure of surrounding
circumstance, a serenity which had no root in obtuseness or
indifference, but, with their leaders at least, was consistent with an
unsleeping vigilance and forethought, and a chivalrous willingness to
sacrifice themselves at the call of their companion’s peril.
We were now told to advance out of the forest in double file, all
emerging at the same spot, on the right front, which was immediately
before me, so that I watched the whole of the front line as it crawled
to this spot and moved out into the sunlight.
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