"Lady Olive--how I wish that she were either vulgar or ugly, so
that I could hate her!--is a daughter of the Plantagenets fit to
mate with a Prince of Bourbon, if there were one worthy of her.
Lord Orrel might have been one of those who went with the Eighth
Henry to meet Francis on the Field of the Cloth of Gold, patrician
in every turn of voice and manner and movement. And Shafto
Hardress, who will be Earl of Orrel some day, and master of the
world: yes, he is a patrician too; but with him there is something
a little different--the American blood perhaps--keen, quick,
alert, one moment indolently smoking his cigar and sipping his
coffee, the next on his feet, ready to assume the destinies of
nations. A man, too, strong and kindly--a man who would risk his
life to save a drowning dog, and yet strike down an enemy in his
path, so that he might rise a foot or so on the ladder of fame or
power. But he is more than that, he wants far more than the empty
fame of applause. The fame he wants is that which comes from
acknowledged power. You can see the dreamer in his eyes and on his
forehead, and you can see the doer on that beautiful, pitiless
mouth of his and the square, strong jaw which is under it.
"What a man to love and to be loved by! What would he think, I
wonder, if he could read what I am writing here! And yet, are not
all things possible? Is it not the unexpected that comes to pass?
Why not? Behold, I am left desolate, the garden that I called my
heart is a wilderness--a wilderness ploughed up by the ploughshare
of sorrow and bitterness, and so it lies fallow. Would it be
possible for him to sow the seed for which it is waiting?--and
then the harvest would be the empire of the world shared between
us! Well, after all, I am not only Adelaide de Condé, daughter of
a lost dynasty. I am a woman, with all the passions and ambitions
of our race burning hot within me. If I cannot sit on the throne
of the Bourbons, why should I not be empress-consort on the throne
of a world-wide empire?--why not? It would be a magnificent
destiny!"
When she had written this she laid her pen down, put her elbows on the
table, and, with her chin between her hands, looked up in silence for
some minutes at the moon sailing through rank after rank of fleecy
clouds. Then she took up her pen again, and wrote:
"I wonder if there is another woman?"
She looked at the last words for a moment or two, then put down her
pen, closed the book and locked it, and, as she put it away into a
drawer of her writing-table, she murmured:
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