It is an interesting and highly significant fact that this paramnesic
delusion of our dreams--the feeling that the thing that is happening
to us is the thing that has happened to us before or that might happen
to us again--tends to persist in the hypnagogic (or hypnopompic) stage
immediately following sleep. When we have half awakened from a dream and
are just able to realise that it was a dream, that dream constantly tends
to appear in a more plausible or probable light than is possible a few
moments later when we are fully awake.[211]
The first experience which enabled me clearly to realise this phenomenon,
and its probable explanation, occurred many years ago. About the middle
of the night I had a very vivid dream, in which I imagined that two
friends--a gentleman and his daughter--with a certain Lord Chesterfield (I
had lately been reading the _Letters_ of the famous Lord Chesterfield),
were together at a hotel, that they were playing with weapons, that the
lady accidentally killed or wounded Lord Chesterfield, and that she
then changed clothes with him with the object of escaping, and avoiding
discovery which would somehow be dangerous. I was informed of the matter,
and was much concerned. I awoke, and my first thought was that I had just
had a curious dream which I must not forget in the morning. But then I
seemed to remember that it was a real and familiar event. This second
thought lulled my mental activity, and I went to sleep again. In the
morning I was able to recall the main points in my dream, and my thoughts
on awaking from it.
Since then I have given attention to the point, and I have found on
recalling my half-waking consciousness after dreams that, while it is
doubtless rare to catch the assertion 'That really occurred,' it is less
rare to catch the vague assertion, 'That is the kind of thing that does
occur.' I find that this latter impression appears, like the former,
after vivid dreams which contain no physical impossibility, but which
the full waking consciousness refuses to recognise as among the things
that are probable. As an example quite unlike that just recorded, I may
mention a dream in which I imagined that I was proving the frequency
of local intermarriage by noting in directories the frequency of the
presence of people of the same name in neighbouring towns and villages.
On half-awaking I still believed that I had actually been engaged in such
a task--that is, either that the dream was real or that it referred to a
real event--and it was not until I was sufficiently awake to recognise
the fallacy of such a method of investigation that I realised that it was
purely a dream.
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