The World's Great Sermons, Volume 06: H. W. Beecher to Punshon — John Shaqi
The World's Great Sermons, Volume 06: H. W. Beecher to Punshon
Religion
The World's Great Sermons, Volume 06: H. W. Beecher to Punshon
Sermons
One of us, perhaps, answers, if he speaks truly, I am wandering.
I have left my Father's home; I took my portion of His goods, and
carried them away into a far country. Yes, He was very generous
to me; He grudged me nothing; life and health, food and clothing,
even success in the world, even human friendship and human love, He
gave me all these, and upbraided not: He warned me that I should be
sorry one day if I left Him; He cautioned me against the perils of
my way; He told me that I should not find happiness; He bade me, if
I wished for that, to stay; He bade me, if I should ever be sorry
that I had gone, to arise instantly and return. My heart was young
then, and I thought I knew best; I left Him, with little feeling,
with much expectation; His last look was one of regretful love that
I left Him and I am a wanderer still. Sometimes I have arisen to
go to my Father, but I went not: I was ashamed, I was afraid, I
thought I was too sinful, I felt myself unstable, I feared that I
might relapse, I dreaded reproach, I dreaded ridicule, I dreaded,
above all, the sight of that face:--and thus stayed where I was,
in the far country--I am a wanderer, an outcast still. And another
answers, like him to whom the question in the text was first put,
I am hiding. I have sinned and I have not repented. I have eaten of
the tree of which God said to me, "Thou shalt not eat of it, neither
shalt thou touch it, lest thou die." I believed the creature more
than the Creator--the tempter more than the Savior. I went to the
edge of temptation; I desired forbidden knowledge first, and then
I could not rest until I knew by experience also; and now my heart
is defiled, my conscience is defiled, my life is defiled; I have
lost all right to the beatific vision, for I am no longer pure in
heart; now, when I hear the voice of the Lord God, I hide myself,
because I know myself sinful, and because I know that He is of purer
eyes than to look upon or tolerate iniquity. And another answers,
I am resting. Earth is very pleasant to me; I have toiled and I
have reaped; I have gathered myself a competence; I have found the
happiness of lawful love; I have built myself a nest here, I have
fenced it against the blasts of fortune, I am warm and tranquil
within: let me alone a little while; it is not long that I can enjoy
it; soon calamity may come, loss, sickness, death, into my peaceful
home; then I will turn and seek Thee--not yet, O not just yet!
And another says, I am working. Am I not doing Thy work? Am I not
discharging the duties of my station? Am I not setting an example of
diligence and sobriety? Am I not availing myself of the faculties
which Thou has given to make myself respectable, and useful, and
exemplary in my generation? How can I do all this, and yet be
religious? How can I find time for both worlds at once? But yet,
indeed, am I not providing for that other world in making a proper
use of this? Let me alone a little while; when I have a convenient
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