The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): EvaWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): Eva
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
The night air was very still and the sky sown with stars that gleamed
coldly. When the village lay behind them, they heard no sound.
“How long were you in Ribbeck’s house?” Christian asked suddenly.
“Ten months,” Amadeus Voss replied. “When I got to Halbertsroda, the
land lay under ice and snow. When I left, the land lay under ice and
snow. Between my coming and going, there was a spring, a summer, and an
autumn.”
He stopped for a moment, and gazed after an animal that in the darkness
leaped across the road and disappeared in the furrows of a field. Then
he began to talk, at first in a staccato manner and drily, then vividly
and tempestuously, and at last gasping for breath. They wandered away
from the road, but were not aware of it; the hour grew late, but they
did not know it.
Voss told his story:
“I had never seen a house like that. The carpets, pictures, tapestries,
the silver, the many servants--it was all new to me. I had never eaten
of such dishes nor slept in such beds. I came from amid four bare
walls, from a cot, an iron stove, a wash stand, a book shelf, and a
crucifix.
“My two pupils were eleven and thirteen. The older was blond and spare,
the younger brunette and stocky. Their hair hung down their shoulders
like manes. From the very first hour they treated me with a jeering
resistance. At first I did not see Frau Ribbeck at all. Not till a week
had passed did she summon me. She made the impression of a young girl;
she had rust-red hair and a pale, intimidated, undeveloped face. She
treated me with a contempt that I had not expected, and that drove
the blood into my temples. My meals were served to me alone. I was not
permitted to eat at the master’s table, and the servants treated me as
their equal. That gnawed at me cruelly. When Frau Ribbeck appeared in
the garden and I lifted my hat, she barely nodded, blind and shameless
in her contempt for one whom she paid. I was no more to her than thin
air!
“It is as old as the world, this sin that was sinned against my soul.
Ye sinners against my soul, why did you let me famish? Why did I taste
of renunciation while ye revelled? How shall a hungry man withstand the
temptations which the living Tempter places before him? Do you think we
are not aware of your gluttony? All action, whether good or evil, runs
through all nature. When the grape blossoms in Madeira, the wine that
has been pressed from it stirs in a thousand casks far over sea and
land, and a new fermentation sets in.
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