The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): EvaWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): Eva
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
She was impatient to make the personal acquaintance of Lorm. Crammon
became the intermediary, and brought the actor to her house. She
was amazed at the homeliness of the man’s face. She resented his
insignificant, tilted nose and his mediocre forehead. But the spell was
not broken. She desired to overlook these details and succeeded. They
represented but another transformation of that self which she believed
to be so infinitely varied.
He revealed himself as an epicure, with remnants of that greed which
marks the man who has risen from humble things. The delights of the
table induced in him outbursts of noisy merriment. Over the oysters and
the champagne he discussed his worst enemies with benevolence.
He was so changeable of mood that it was exhausting to associate with
him. No one opposed him, and this lack of opposition had produced an
empty space about him that had almost the guise of loneliness. He
himself took it for the solitariness of the soul, and cherished it with
a proud pain.
He discoursed only in monologues. He listened only to himself. But
he did all that with the innocence of a savage. When others spoke he
disappeared in an inner absorption, his eyes assumed a stony look. The
part of him that remained conscious was undeviatingly courteous, but
this courtesy often had an automatic air. When he came to speak again,
he delighted his hearers by his wit, his paradoxes, and his masterly
rendition of anecdotes.
He avoided conversation with women. Beauty and coquetry made no
impression on him. When women became enthusiastic over him, his
expression was one of merely courteous attention, and his thoughts
were contemptuous. He had no adventures, and his name occurred in no
racy stories. Once out of the theatre, he lived the life of a private
gentleman of simple habits.
With cool but delicate perceptivity Judith examined the conformation of
his character. She who was utterly without swift aspiration, whose dry
nature perceived only the utilitarian, only the expedient, who had been
stifled in mere forms from her girlhood, and esteemed nothing in others
but the external, garments, jewels, display, title, name--she was like
one possessed and charged with an electric fluid within three days. She
was fascinated primarily by external things: his eye, his voice, his
fame. But there was one deeper thing: the illusion of his art.
She knew what she was doing. Her steps were scrupulously calculated.
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