The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): EvaWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): Eva
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
Weikhardt was shamed a little. “It’s true,” he said, “we have no means
of knowing the goal of it all. But there are symptoms, typical cases
that leave little room for hope. Did you hear the story of the suicide
of the German-American Scharnitzer? He was pretty well known among
artists. He used to go to the studios himself, and buy whatever took
his fancy. He never bargained. Sometimes he would be accompanied by a
daughter of eighteen, a girl of angelic beauty. Her name was Sybil, and
he used to buy pictures for her. She was especially fond of still-life
and flower pieces. The man had been in California and made millions
in lumber. Then he returned to the fatherland to give the girl an
atmosphere of calm and culture. Sybil was his one thought, his hope,
his idol and his world. He had been married but a short time. His wife,
it is said, ran away from him. All that a life of feverish activity
had left him of deep feeling and of hope for the future was centred
in this child. He saw in her one girl in a thousand, a little saint.
And so indeed she seemed--extraordinarily dainty, proud and ethereal.
One would not have dared to touch her with one’s finger. When the two
were together, a delightful sense of harmony radiated from them. The
father, especially, seemed happy. His voluntary death caused all the
more consternation. No one suspected the motive; it was assumed that he
had suffered a moment of madness. But he left behind him a letter to
an American friend which explained everything. He had been indisposed
one day, and had had to stay in bed. Sybil had invited several girl
friends to tea, and the little company was in a room at the other end
of their suite. But all the doors between were open, even the last was
slightly ajar, so that the murmur of the girls’ voices came to him
inarticulately. A sudden curiosity seized him to know what they were
saying. He got up, slipped into a dressing gown, went softly through
the intervening rooms, and listened at the door. The conversation was
about the future of these girls--the possibilities of love, happiness,
and marriage. Each gave her ideas. Finally it was Sybil’s turn to speak
her thoughts. At first she refused; but they urged her again and again.
She said she took no interest in emotions of any sort; she didn’t yearn
for love; she wasn’t able to feel even gratitude to any one. What she
expected of marriage was simply liberation from a galling yoke. She
wanted a man who could give her all that life held--boundless luxury
and high social position--and who, moreover, would be abjectly at her
feet. That, she said, was her program, and she intended to carry it
out too. The other girls fell silent. None answered. But that hour
poisoned the father’s soul. This cynicism, uttered by the pure and
spiritual voice of the child he adored and thought a miracle of depth
and sweetness, the child on whom he had wasted all he was and had,
plunged him into an incurable melancholy, and caused him finally to end
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