The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): EvaWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): Eva
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
his life.”
“My dear fellow,” cried Imhof, and waved his arm, “that man wasn’t a
lumber merchant, he was a minor poet.”
“It’s possible that he was,” Weikhardt replied, and smiled; “quite
possible. What does it alter? I admire a man who cannot survive the
destruction of all his ideals. It’s better than to be a cliff-breaker,
I assure you. Most people haven’t any ideals to be destroyed. They
adapt themselves endlessly, and become vulgar and sterile.” Again his
eyes grew sombre, and he added, half to himself: “Sometimes I dream of
one who neither rises nor falls, of one who walks on earth whole and
unchangeable, unswerving and unadaptable. Perfectly unadaptable. It is
of such an one that I dream.”
Imhof jumped up, and smoothed his coat. “Talk, talk!” he rattled,
in the disagreeable military tone that he assumed in his moments of
pseudo-virility. “Talk won’t improve things.” He passed his arm through
Weikhardt’s, and as they left the terrace, which had been gradually
filling with other guests, he recited, boldly, unashamed, and in the
same tone, the alcaic stanza of Hölderlin:
“Still man will take up arms against all who breathe;
Compelled by pride and dread he consumes himself in conflict, and
destroys the lovely
Flower of his peace that is brief of blooming.”
VII
On their first evening in Hamburg, Crammon rented a box in the
playhouse, and invited Christian, Johanna Schöntag, and Herr Livholm,
one of the directors of the Lloyd, to be his guests. He had made the
latter’s acquaintance in the hotel where he had gone to pay Eva a visit
of welcome. He had liked the man, who cut a good figure, and so he had
added him to the party in order, as he put it, to keep the atmosphere
normal by the presence of an entirely neutral person.
“Social skill,” he was accustomed to say, “is not unlike skill in
cookery and serving. Between two heavy, rich dishes there must be one
like foam that stimulates the palate quite superficially. Otherwise the
meal has no style.”
The play was a mediocre comedy, and Christian was frankly bored.
Crammon thought it his duty to show a condescending and muffled
amusement, and now and then he gave Christian a gentle poke, to
persuade him also to show some appreciation of the performance. Johanna
was the only one who was genuinely amused. The source of her amusement
was an actor to whom a serious rôle had been assigned, but who talked
with such silly affectation and false importance that every time he
appeared she had to hold her lacy handkerchief to her lips to smother
her laughter.
Occasionally Christian gave the girl a far and estranged glance. She
wasn’t either agreeable or the reverse; he did not know what to make of
her. This feeling of his had not changed since he had first seen her
during the journey in Eva’s company.
She felt the coldness of his glance. Her merriment did not vanish; but
on the lower part of her face appeared a scarcely perceptible shadow of
disappointment.
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