The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): EvaWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 1 (of 2): Eva
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
“Ariel’s days here are numbered,” said Crammon. “Duty calls me away.
I must look after my two old ladies. Then I must join Franz Lothar in
Styria. We’ll hunt heath-cocks. After that I’ve agreed to meet young
Sinsheim in St. Moritz. What are your plans, my dear boy?”
“I leave for Berlin to-morrow or the day after.”
“And what in God’s name are you going to do there?”
“I’m going to work.”
Crammon stopped, and opened his mouth very wide. “Work?” he gasped,
quite beside himself. “What at? What for, O misguided one?”
“I’m going to take courses at the university, under the faculty of
medicine.”
Horrified, Crammon shook his head. “Work ... courses ... medicine....
Merciful Providence, what does this mean? Is there not enough sweat in
the world, not enough bungling and half-wisdom and ugly ambition and
useless turmoil? You’re not serious.”
“You exaggerate as usual, Bernard,” Christian answered, with a smile.
“Don’t always be a Jeremiah. What I’m going to do is something quite
simple and conventional. And I’m only going to try. I may not even
succeed; but I must try it. So much is sure.”
Crammon raised his hand, lifted a warning index finger, and said with
great solemnity: “You are upon an evil path, Christian, upon a path of
destruction. For many, many days I have had a presentiment of terrible
things. The sleep of my nights has been embittered; a sorrow gnaws
at me and my peace has flown. How am I to hunt in the mountains when
I know you to be among the Pharisees? How shall I cast my line into
clear streams when my inner eye sees you bending over greasy volumes or
handling diseased bodies? No wine will glitter beautifully in my glass,
no girl’s eyes seem friendly any more, no pear yield me its delicate
flavour!”
“Oh, yes, they will,” Christian said, laughing. “More than that: I
hope you’ll come to see me from time to time, to convince yourself that
you needn’t cast me off entirely.”
Crammon sighed. “Indeed I shall come. I must come and soon, else the
spirit of evil will get entire control of you. Which may God forbid!”
XIX
Johanna told Eva, whom she adored, about her life. Eva thus received an
unexpected insight into the grey depths of middle-class existence. The
account sounded repulsive. But it was stimulating to offer a spiritual
refuge to so much thirst and flight.
She herself often seemed to her own soul like one in flight. But she
had her bulwarks. The wind of time seemed cold to her, and when she
felt a horror of the busy marionettes whose strings were in her hands,
she felt herself growing harder. The friendship which she gave to this
devoted girl seemed to her a rest in the mad race of her fate.
They were so intimate that Susan Rappard complained. The latter opened
her eyes wide and her jealousy led her to become a spy. She became
aware of the relations that had developed between Johanna and Christian.
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