The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
“You can get too much of a good thing,” said Lorm. “The poor dears go
to excesses. Yes, early in the morning one will be trying to bribe the
house attendants. When my chauffeur appears they flutter about him.
Many of them know how I’ve planned my day and turn up at unexpected
places--in an art dealer’s shop, at my photographer’s studio. I’ve
been told of one poor girl who spent nights promenading in front of
the house. When I was on tour there was one who followed me from town
to town. And then there are all those unhappy letters. The amount
of feeling that goes to waste, the confessions that are made, the
intricate problems that are presented--you would be astonished. And
all make the same naïve presumptions. I shouldn’t care very greatly if
this whole business didn’t have its serious aspect. All these young
creatures put their capital into an undertaking doomed to failure. It’s
bound to revenge itself. Clever people say that it doesn’t matter what
the young are enthusiastic about, if only they’re enthusiastic about
something. It isn’t true. Decent young people shouldn’t rave about an
actor. Don’t misunderstand me. I don’t mean to belittle our profession;
it has its definite merits. I don’t want to display any false modesty
about myself either. I know precisely what I am. The point is that
those young people do not. They want me to be what I only represent.
That is the height of absurdity. No, decent young people shouldn’t
adore an actor who is only a caricature of a hero.”
“Well, well, well,” said Emanuel Herbst, in a tone of soothing
irony. “You’re too severe and too pessimistic. I know a few rather
authoritative persons who sincerely assign to you quite a high position
among mortals. I’ll not mention immortals in deference to your mood.
And in your really lucid moments you’re proud of your position, which
is quite as it should be. What attitude does your wife take to your
attacks of hypochondria? Doesn’t she scold you?”
“It seems to me,” Lorm said impassively, “that Judith has arrived on
the other shore of her disillusion. In this dispute she would hardly
take your side. My convictions have fallen on fertile ground in her
case.”
Emanuel Herbst rocked his head from side to side and protruded his
nether lip. Lorm’s tone made him anxious. “How is she anyhow?” he
asked. “I haven’t seen her for a long time. I heard she was ill.”
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