The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
“It’s hard to say how she is,” Lorm answered. “Ill? No, she wasn’t ill,
although she did spend a great deal of time in bed. There are a few
middle-class women who’ve formed a kind of court about her. They give
her all their time, and she’s trained them marvellously. She says she’s
losing her slenderness, so she got a fashionable physician to prescribe
a hunger cure. She follows the directions religiously. But my house is
in splendid condition. Tip-top. Why shouldn’t it be? It’s cleaned to
the last corner twice a week. The cuisine is excellent, and I’ve got
some rather nice things in my cellar. You must come and try them.”
“All right, old man, you can count on me,” said Emanuel Herbst. But his
anxiety for his friend had grown with each word that Lorm had uttered.
He knew that coldness which hid the most quivering sensitiveness, that
princely smoothness beneath which great wounds were bleeding, that
indeterminate element which was half spiritual malady, half an ascetic
impulse. He was afraid of the destruction wrought by a worm in a noble
fruit.
The signal sounded. A new act began. From the stage that voice of steel
exerted its compelling resonance once more.
XIV
Johanna did come.
She had waited until it was quite late, in order to avoid waiting for
Christian alone with Voss. When, after, all, she found only Voss, she
could not conceal her contempt. Her vexation made her face look old and
peaked.
The weather was cold and wet. She sat down near the oven and put her
hands against the tiles. She did not take off her coat. It was an
ample, fur-trimmed garment with large buttons. She looked in it like
a thin and hiding child. Nor did she raise her veil, which extended
rather tautly from her wide-brimmed hat to her chin and accentuated the
whiteness of her skin.
“You lied to me,” she said harshly. “It was mere bait. You knew he
wouldn’t be here.”
Voss answered: “What you have just said relegates me pretty clearly
to a mere means to an end. What do you expect of a meeting with
him anyhow? What is it to serve? Is it to revive memories or give
the opportunity for an explanation? No, I know you’re not fond of
explanations. You like tension, provided your way of escape is ready
for you. Very clever. I am to be at once the opportunity and the way of
escape. Very clever. But why don’t you simply go to him? Because, of
course, you don’t want to assume the psychical obligation implied in
such a step. It might look as though you meant something; you are not
sure how it would be interpreted. Your cowardice is almost funny. When
it’s convenient, you’re a sensitive plant; when it’s not, you’re quite
capable of putting your heel on some defenceless neck.”
“This is intolerable,” Johanna cried, and arose. “Don’t you know that
my being here compromises me more, especially in my own eyes, than
anything else I could do?”
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