The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
Christian approached Karen’s bed. He had taken in what was happening.
Silently he took the pearls from the old woman’s hands. Wrought up
and inflamed by greed as she was, she did not dare make a gesture of
resistance. On his face there was an expression which beat down her
boiling rage at his interference. It was a strange expression--a lordly
mournfulness was in it, a proud absorption, a smile that was remote, a
something estranged and penetrating and inviolable. He laid the pearls
upon Karen’s breast, and took both of her hands into his. She looked up
to him--relieved, redeemed. Her body quivered in convulsions, but was
eased as he held her hands. Freezing and icy under the touch of death,
she thrust herself nearer to him, babbling, moaning, trembling in every
limb, and with a hot moisture in her eyes. And he did not recoil. He
did not feel any repulsion at the malodorousness of the dripping sores.
That smile still on his face, he embraced her and gave her a last
warmth against his breast, as though she were a little bird whom the
storm had blown hither. At last she lay very quiet, without motion or
sound.
And thus she died in his arms.
IX
Broken by his wild dissipations, Felix Imhof had to halt at last. His
strength was at an end.
He summoned physicians, and with a smile begged for the truth. The last
whom he consulted, a famous specialist, bade him be prepared for the
worst, since his spinal marrow was affected. “Tubercular?” Imhof asked
objectively. “Yes, exactly,” was the answer.
“All right, old boy! Fifth act, last scene,” he said to himself. Since
fever ensued, and exhaustion alternated with violent pain, he took to
his bed, had the windows darkened and the mirrors covered, and stared
into space through the long hours with the expression of a frightened
child.
He had never been able to get along without people. As far back as
his memory went, his life had been as crowded as a fair. He had been
hail-fellow-well-met with every one; they had all clung to him, and he
had taken great pains to mean something to them all and to meet their
wishes. And who was left to him now? No one. Whom did he desire? No
one. Who would mourn for him? No man and no woman.
“I wonder what they’ll say about me when I’m gone?” he kept wondering.
“Oh, yes, Imhof, they’ll say, don’t you recall him? Good fellow,
pleasant companion, nothing slack about him, always in good spirits,
always on the lookout for something new--a little touched, maybe. You
must remember him. Why, he looked so and so and so. He talked like an
Italian priest, wasted his money like an idiot, and drank like a fish.”
And in spite of such reminders many would not remember, but shrug their
shoulders and begin to talk about something else.
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