The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
Weikhardt arose to approach the bed. But Imhof beckoned him
passionately away. “Thus do I expiate,” he moaned. “Thus is the great
devourer being devoured. Thus Time hurls me from its bosom. Look upon
me writhing here and crying for pardon, and go out and tell the others
about it. Give them my love! And give my love to all dear boys and
girls! Good-bye, my friend, good-bye!”
Weikhardt took his leave without a word.
X
Karen’s body had been given back to the earth. Many of the people from
the house had accompanied it to the grave. Christian thought he had
also observed Johanna and Voss.
On the way home Dr. Voltolini walked beside him. For a while they did
not speak. Then Christian with the perception of something unpleasant
at his back, suddenly turned around. Ten paces behind he saw Niels
Heinrich Engelschall. As Christian stopped, the other stopped too, and
pretended to look at a shop window.
In the cemetery Christian had escaped from the friends who had
accompanied him. Now, too, he would have preferred loneliness; but he
did not want to wound the physician.
Continuing a conversation which they had started before the funeral,
Dr. Voltolini said: “Stübbe ought to be separated from his family and
placed in an institution. At any time delirium tremens might break out
and he might kill the whole crowd. And even as it is, the poor woman
can’t endure his cruelty much longer. She’s at the end of her strength.”
“I’ve interfered several times during the past few days,” Christian
answered softly. “Other neighbours helped too. A man like that is worse
than a wolf. The children stand around and tremble.”
“And it’s so difficult,” said Dr. Voltolini, “to get the authorities
to take any preventive measures. The law is unreasonably severe. Once
a misfortune has taken place, it enters more mercilessly than is
necessary; but it can never be moved to prevent anything.”
Again Christian turned around. Niels Heinrich was still following.
Again he stopped, looked about him indifferently, and spat on the
sidewalk.
“It is never a question of what one knows or desires, but always of
what one does,” Christian said, walking on again.
“And even what one has done, though it be inspired by the purest
motives and the strictest sense of duty, is spattered with mud, and one
must suffer for it as for a crime,” Dr. Voltolini said bitterly.
“Has that been your experience?” Christian asked, with apparently
conventional sympathy, but with his aware and listening glance.
“I don’t like to talk about it,” Dr. Voltolini said, with a saddened
mien. “I haven’t done so to any one here so far. You’re the first and
only one who have made me want to talk. I felt that way so soon as I
had met you. It isn’t as though you could advise or help me; it’s far
too late for either. My misfortune has done its worst and has receded
into the past. But constant silence gnaws at me, and I can escape a
period of paralysis if I can tell you the story of what happened to me.”
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