The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): RuthWassermann, Jakob
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The World's Illusion, Volume 2 (of 2): Ruth
Wassermann, Jakob
German fiction -- Translations into English
Christian said: “I really don’t remember precisely. I do remember the
ring and the girl’s pleasure in it, but I can’t tell you to-day just
why I smiled. It would have been better, by the way, if the girl had
been less happy. A few days later she lost the ring, and the poor thing
cried for hours. It would have been better if I had said to her:
‘Neither the ring nor the stone is worth anything.’ I should have told
her to throw it away. On such occasions it is almost always better to
say to people, ‘Throw it away.’ Perhaps I smiled because that is what I
wanted to say and didn’t have the courage.”
“That’s how it looked,” Dr. Voltolini said quickly and with a touch of
excitement. “That’s the impression I had.”
“Why speak of it?” Christian said.
They had reached the house on Stolpische Street. Niels Heinrich, who
had followed them, disappeared among the vehicles on the street.
Dr. Voltolini looked at the pavement, and said with embarrassment
and hesitation: “You could do a great deal for me in the sense you
suggested, if I might call on you every now and then. It sounds strange
and like a confession of weakness, coming from a man of my years to one
of yours. I can’t justify my request, but I know I should be helped.
I would get on and be more reconciled to my fate and work harder at
the re-establishment of my life.” His eyes were turned tensely to
Christian’s face.
Christian lowered his head, and after some reflection answered: “Your
request is very flattering. I should be glad to serve you; I hope I
may. But in order not to put you off with empty phrases, I should tell
you that I shall be deeply preoccupied in the immediate future--not
only inwardly, I am always that, but outwardly too. I am confronted
with a difficult task--a terribly difficult task.”
Struck by Christian’s terrible seriousness Dr. Voltolini said: “I don’t
mean to be inquisitive. But may I ask what that task is?”
“To find the man who murdered Ruth Hofmann.”
“How?” The physician was utterly astonished. “But I thought that the
... murderer had been arrested.”
Christian shook his head. “It is not the right man,” he said, softly
but with assurance. “I saw him. I saw him when he appeared before the
investigating judge. I knew him before the crime too. He is not the
murderer.”
“That sounds strange,” said Dr. Voltolini. “Is that merely your
personal opinion, or do the authorities also----?”
“It’s not an opinion,” Christian said meditatively. “Perhaps it’s
more, perhaps it’s less--quite as one chooses. I don’t know what the
authorities suspect. Undoubtedly they consider Joachim Heinzen the
murderer. He has confessed, but I consider his confession false.”
“Did you express that opinion before the judge?”
“No. How could I have done that? I haven’t even a legitimate suspicion.
Only I know that the man who is now held is not the murderer.”
“But how do you expect to find the real criminal, if you haven’t even a
suspicion?”
“I don’t know, but I must do it.”
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