Americans -- England -- Fiction; Diary fiction; World War, 1914-1918 -- England -- Fiction
But now I have discovered our village, the very one that I dreamed in
childhood, that you and I pictured together, and I know that at last I
have come home. I knew it by the rooks, for I arrived late in the
afternoon, and the rooks were flying homeward to the great elms by the
church,--groups of them, here, there, and everywhere, black against the
sunset. Such a chattering and gossiping, as they went to bed in the
treetops! Such joy of home and bedtime! I knew it by the grey church
tower in its shelter of green leaves, and the ancient little stone
church on the top of the gentle hill among its old, old, lichen-covered
tombstones.
The village homes, in a straggling row, looked half familiar; the
grassy meadow that rolls to the village edge, still more so; and the
quaint old Inn, where I spent the night and where I am writing--surely
some of my ancestors, centuries ago, slept at that very Inn, for I half
remember it all,--low ceilings, latticed windows, stone floor, and
great, smothering feather bed. Everywhere, indoors and out, I am aware
of forgotten chords of sympathy. Those small boys in short trousers,
trudging home on tired legs and little bare feet--"did I pass that way
a long time ago?" Did some one back of me in the march of life--my
ancestors came from this East country--grow tired and rebel in a
village like this and run away to America? In some way, by memory, by
prophecy, all seems mine; the worn paths; the hollowed door-stones; the
ruddy faces moving up and down the walled streets, and the quiet under
the grass in the churchyard. And you are everywhere, interpreting,
making me understand, with that insight compounded of silent humour and
silent sympathy. I am too tired to do anything to-night but have my tea
and bit of toast and egg, and warm my fingers at the open fire, for the
evening is chill; but to-morrow I shall go searching for our house, and
I know I shall find it, for I have a curious sense that this is not
only the place for my home with you, but that some far, far back sense
of home broods here.
The grey war-cloud drifts closer and grows darker. Namur has fallen
into German hands; there are rumours--God grant that they are not
true!--that the French and the English troops are retreating. In spite
of the entire confidence of the people here in their island security,
there is fear in my heart for England, this England which seems so
remote from cruel struggle, as if created in some moment of Nature's
relenting, when she was almost ready to take back her fell purpose,--it
is so full of fragrances, of soft colours of flowers, of softer green
of hedgerows and meadows. There is something in you, you Englishmen of
finer type, shaped by this beauty, quiet and self-contained, of hill
and dale and meadow. Surely in you too I know this quietness, this
coolness, the still ways of the streams.
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