I poured some wine into a tin pannikin, and found it a very palatable,
sound claret. I mixed me a draught with cold water, and ate a biscuit
with a little slice of some kind of salt sausage, of which there lay a
lump in a dish, and found myself extraordinarily refreshed. I cannot
tell you indeed how comforted I was by this discovery of provisions and
fresh water, for now I guessed that if the weather did not drown the
wreck, I might be able to support life on board of her until the _Ruby_
took me off, which I counted upon happening that night if the moon
shone, or most certainly next morning at latest. My heart however sank
afresh when I regained the deck. The sudden change from the life, the
cheerfulness, the security of the Indiaman, to _this_--“Oh, my God! my
God!” I remember exclaiming as I sank down under the lee of the fragment
of bulwark, with a wild look around into the thickness and along the
spray-darkened planks of the heaving and groaning derelict. The
loneliness of it! no sounds saving the dismal crying of the wind
sweeping on high through the atmosphere, and the ceaseless seething and
hissing of the dark-green frothing seas swiftly chasing one another out
of sight past the wall of vapor that circled the wreck, with the blank
and blinding mist itself to tighten as with a sensible ligature into
unbearable concentration the dreadful sense of solitude in my soul.
Slowly the wind softened down, very gradually the sea sank, and their
worrying note of snarling melted into a gentler tone of fountain-like
creaming. But the vapor still filled the air, and so thick did it hang
that, though by my watch I knew it to be the hour of sundown, I was
unable to detect the least tinge of hectic anywhere, no faintest
revelation of the fiery scarlet light which I knew must be suffusing the
clear heavens down to the easternmost of the confines above this
maddening blindness of mist.
Then came the blackness of the night. So unspeakably deep a dye it was
that you would have thought every luminary above had been extinguished,
and that the earth hung motionless in the sunless opacity of chaos out
of which it had been called into being. The hours passed. I held my seat
on the deck with my back against a bulwark stanchion. It was a warm
night with a character as of the heat of steam owing to the moisture
that loaded and thick-ened the atmosphere. Sometimes I dozed,
repeatedly starting from a snatch of uneasy slumber to open my eyes with
ever-recurring horror and astonishment upon the blackness. Gleams of the
sea-fire shot out fitfully at times from the sides of the wreck, and
there was nothing else for the sight to rest upon. At midnight it was
blowing a small breeze of wind and the sea running gently--at midnight I
mean as I could best reckon; but the darkness remained unchanged, and I
might know that the fog was still thick about me by no dimmest spectre
of moon or star showing.
VIII.
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