The sun sank; with the telescope trembling in my hands I made a slow,
painful circle of the ocean whilst the western magnificence lay upon it,
and then let fall the glass and fell into the chair, and with bowed head
and tightly-folded arms, and eyes closed to mitigate by the shadowing of
the lids the anguish of the fires which despair had kindled in them--for
my heart was parched, no relief of tears came to me--I waited for the
darkness of a second night to settle down upon the wreck. But on this
day the gloom fell with the brilliance of stars, and some time after
eight the moon rose, a moist, purple shield, at whose coming the light
draught of wind died out and the ocean flattened into a breathless,
polished surface. When presently the moon had soared and whitened, the
sea looked as wide again as it was to the showering of her light,
brimming the atmosphere with a delicate silver haze; indeed there went a
shadowing round about its confines to the shaft of moonlight on the
water that made it seem hollow where the wreck lay, and it was like
floating in the vastness of the firmament that bent over it to glance
over the side of the hull and see the mirror-like breast studded with
reflections of the larger stars, and to follow the shadow of the deep,
curled at the extremities as it seemed, to the tropic astral dust that
twinkled there like dew trembling to the breath of a summer night wind.
I had brought up some blankets from below and these I made a kind of
mattress of under the shelter of the umbrella. It was about ten o’clock,
I think, when I threw myself down upon them. A pleasant breeze was then
blowing directly along the wake of moonlight, and the water was
rippling like the murmurs of a fountain against the sides of the pale,
silent, gently-rolling hull. I lay awake for a long time listening to
this cool, refreshing, tinkling sound of running ripples, with a mind
somewhat weakened by my distress. Indeed, many thoughts wearing a
complexion of delirium passed through my head with several phantasies
which must have frightened me as a menace of madness had my wits been
equal to the significance of them. For example, I can recall seeing, as
I believed, the _Ruby_ floating up towards the wreck out of the western
gloom, luminous as a snow-clad iceberg, with the soft splendor of the
moonshine on her canvas; I recollect this, I say, and that I laughed
quietly at the thought of her approach, as though I would ridicule
myself for the fears which had been upon me throughout the day; then of
jumping up in a sudden transport and passion of delight; when the vision
instantly vanished, whereupon a violent fit of trembling seized me, and
I sank down again upon the blankets groaning. But the agitation did not
linger; some fresh deception of the brain would occur and win my
attention to it.
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