The memory of the early hours of that morning, of daybreak, of the time
that followed, is but that of a delirium. I took no heed of my
navigation. The sheet of the sail was fast, and the boat travelled
softly before the gentle breeze that sat in little curls upon the water.
I recollect thinking in a stupid, half-numbed way, that the boat was
pursuing the path of the wreck whose one sail would suffer her to travel
only straight before the wind. But the pain of thirst, the anguish of my
situation, the maddening heat of the sun, the cruel, eternal barrenness
of the ocean; these things combined, lay like death upon me. I was
sensible only that I lived and suf-fered. There was biscuit in the
canvas bag which had been put in the boat. I thought by munching a
fragment to ease the anguish in my throat, but found I could not
swallow. Ah, heavenly God! the deliriousness of the gaze which I
fastened upon the clear, cool, blue water over the side, the horrible
temptation to drink of it, to plunge, and soak, and drown in it, the
torment of the seething and creaming noises of its ripples against the
burning sides of the boat, which sickened the atmosphere with their
poisonous smell of hot paint!
The night came--a second night. Some relief from the thirst which
tortured me I had obtained by soaking my underclothes, and wearing the
garments streaming. It was a night of wonderful oceanic beauty and
tenderness: the moon, a glorious sphere of brilliancy, the wind sweet
and cool with dew, and the sea sleeping to the quiet cradling of its
swell. I had not closed my eyes for many a long weary hour, and nature
could hold out no longer. It was a little before midnight I think that I
fell asleep; the boat was then sailing quietly along, and steering
herself, making a fair straight course of her progress--though to what
quarter of the heavens she was carrying me I knew not, nor for a long
while had thought of guessing. When I awoke the darkness was still upon
the ocean, and the moon behind a body of high light cloud which she
whitened and which concealed her, though her radiance yet lay in the
atmosphere as a twilight. Right ahead of me, but at what distance I
could not imagine, there floated a dark object upon the water. My glance
had gone to her sleepily, but the instant it fell upon her I sprang to
my feet, and bounded like a dart into the bow of the boat, and stood
with my hands on the square of the canoe-shaped stem, straining my sight
into the gloom.
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