If ever you need to know what a deep sense of loneliness is like, go
aloft in a dead calm when the shadow of the night lies heavy upon the
breathless ocean, and from the altitude of top, cross-tree or yard, look
down and around you! The spirit of life is always strong in the breeze
or in the gale of wind. There are voices in the rigging; there is the
organ note of the billow flung foaming from the ship’s side; there is a
tingling vitality in the long floating rushes of the fabric bursting
through one head of yeast into another. All this is company, along with
the spirit shapes of the loose scud flying wild, or the sociable
procession of large, slow clouds. But up aloft in such a clock-calm as
lay upon the deep that night you are _alone_! and the lonelier for the
distant sounds which rise from the decks--the dim laugh, the faint call,
liker to the memories of such things than the reality.
The body of the ship lay thin and long far beneath me like a black
plank, pallid aft with the spread of awning, with an oblong haze of
light in the main hatch where the grating was lifted, and dots of weak
flame from the lanterns forward, resembling bulbous corposants hovering
about the forecastle rail. The ship’s hull was complexioned to the
aspect of the leaf of the silver tree when lighted by the stars by the
broad raining of the moonshine. Yet, as she slightly rolled, breaking
the black water from her side into ripples, you saw the phosphor
starting and winking in the ebony profound there, like the reflection of
sheet-lightning. Exquisitely lulling was the tender pinion-like flapping
of the light, moonlit canvas, soaring spire-fashion in ivory spaces high
above my head, with the pattering of dew falling from the cloths as they
swayed. A sound of thin cheering from the cuddy floated to me; presently
a fiddle struck up somewhere forwards, and a manly voice began _Tom
Bowling_. Now, thought I, if they would only strip the poop of its
awning, that I might see them dancing by the lantern light when supper
was over, and they had fallen to caper-cutting afresh! What a scene of
pigmy revelry _then_! What a vision of Lilliputian enjoyment!
I seated myself Lascar fashion and lighted a cigar. Could I have
distin-guished the figure of a midshipman below I should have hailed
him, and sent down the end of a line for a draught of seltzer and
brandy. But the repose up here, the dewy coolness, the royal solitude of
the still, majestic night, with sentinel stars drowsily winking along
the sea-line, and the white planet of the moon sailing northwards into
the west amid the wide eclipse of its own soft silver glory, were all
that my fevered being could pray for.
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