The Wrong WomanStewart, Charles D. (Charles David)
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The Wrong Woman
Stewart, Charles D. (Charles David)
Texas -- Fiction
Which way should she turn, or how conduct herself? Dreading to go and
afraid to stay, she was confronted with a problem the terms of which
seemed only able to repeat themselves. With the terrors of the night
before her, she dared not venture away from this man; her very nature
courted his presence. His strength and fearlessness she found herself
clinging to as if he belonged to her--and yet he was a menace! Of
course there might be nothing to fear if---- But If was the dove that
found no rest for the sole of its foot.
The problem presented difficulty on every hand, as if things were on
his side. The darkness and the shack worked together to prevent
escape; they seemed to have her completely surrounded.
What sort of man was he?
Repeatedly she had taken note of his features, but only to feel more
deeply how little can be told in that way. Her inability to decide
what impression he _should_ have made on her was tantalizing--the
aching question still remained. The face is but a likeness; you should
know the original. And yet his countenance, so strongly painted on her
mind, seemed always on the point of answering her profoundest query.
It was as if she knew him. She now contemplated her mental image more
deeply, feeling that she could get behind that countenance and have
absolute knowledge. But it was a delusion. The soul is invisible.
In utter homelessness she gazed down at that little space of ground
allotted to him and her. And the supper which united them. In nature
there seemed to be no barrier between man and woman; their paths led
toward each other. The flat ground seemed paved with gradual
ingratiating approach; and no defense but outcry--too terrible and too
late. Surely too late, for he was in the position of her protector,
and she would have to assume that he was a gentleman; and how is a girl
by that prairie camp-fire going to say just how much room her person
shall occupy? Then how shall she set safe bounds? With the darkness
closing in around her she felt trapped.
Her wits hard-pressed by this paradoxical plight, she looked with new
longing at the shack. She felt that if she were on the other side of
that threshold, and it were hers by right, she could stand behind it
with some assurance of power against him, some dependence in forces not
her own. For a door-sill is definite, and on it rises a formal
spectre; but the way to a woman's heart is not so. Out here there were
no set bounds; nothing to give pause at a distance showing the first
and fatal step: no line in nature which becomes evident before it has
been passed. Without it the moral dead-line was too close. Oh! if
that shack were only hers--the rights of its lockless door.
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