The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. I, No. 2, March 1836) — John Shaqi
The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. I, No. 2, March 1836)Various
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The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. I, No. 2, March 1836)
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If there is one damning custom among the sons of men, ’tis dueling. Call
it not murder—willful killing is murder; but this cool, calculating,
exulting killing—killing not in madness, not in despair, when the heart
tossed on a surge of passion, strikes, and repents next moment; but the
coolly looking at the spot where the heart lies; the putting the dagger
there calculatingly; and then, instead of pressing it home fiercely,
thrusting it into the warm flesh, inch by inch, till the hot blood
spurts over the fingers, and clots on the garments—this, what is this?
Oh! call it not murder—murder is a thing of earth—earthly passions do
it. But this—go to the pit where the damned shriek, and howl—select the
most fiendish scheme of the prince of fiends—then, and then only, shall
you have a parallel.
It was once my lot, to be a secondary actor, in a case of ‘honorable
butchery;’ and one so black in itself, so heart-rending in consequences,
that it is graven into my brain as with a stamp of fire. God of Heaven!
when I think of it, even at this distance of time—when I see my friend
stiff, ghastly, and stretched on the wet sands—when I hear the groans,
which I heard there—when I see innocence, beauty, confiding affection,
hanging over the yet warm corse, and pouring forth tears, as if crushed
from the bottom of a heart loaded with the agony of ages—and then see
the same creature, the inmate of a mad-house, and hear the moans and
ravings for the dead object—and, with the peculiar characteristic of
such insanity, accusing the loved one of coldness, ingratitude,
unfaithfulness, and the like,—I say again, ages could not wipe out the
recollection.
You are aware, that in the southern states, especially in the extreme
south, men are guided more by their passions than at the north,—that
there, dueling is little cared for,—that courageous is he who has shot
his man,—that those only are cowards, who pale at blood, human blood,
blood shed by their own hands. In no part of the south is this custom
more prevalent, than at Natchez, on the Mississippi. New Orleans will
not compare with it, or would not in the year 1816, the period of my
story, and when I was a resident of that place. New Orleans, bad as it
is, possessing greater means of indulgence, with its wealth to support
theatres, gambling-houses, cock-pits, horse-races, and other such
amusements—with its motley assemblage of inhabitants, Spanish, French,
English, and Americans amalgamated,—with all these, it is not so bad as
Natchez; and for this reason—that there are those, and in great numbers
there, belonging to the northern and better regulated states, from whom,
an imperceptible indeed, yet nevertheless great influence is sent into
that community, and the people with more wickedness perhaps, have more
conscience than any other of the extreme southern cities.
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