The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. I, No. 2, March 1836)Various
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The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. I, No. 2, March 1836)
Various
College students' writings, American -- Connecticut -- New Haven -- Periodicals; Yale University -- Periodicals
such a mind, keenly sensitive to ridicule or neglect, in the gay saloon;
with all his intellect he feels himself a mark for the sarcasm of the
most insignificant. He can neither move, nor speak, and while his heart
is overflowing with emotion, he is scorned as an unfeeling brute! No one
cares for him—no one knows his sorrows—no eye
“will mark
_His_ coming, and look brighter when _he_ comes.”
The joyful faces around him—the gay laugh ringing in his ears—the warm
kiss of affection—the soft whisper of love—all, _all_ reveal the
solitude, the hopelessness of his lot. How often have I been thus
placed! How often, as I have stood, hour after hour, silent _and alone_,
amidst a crowd of my species, have I thought, that a whole life’s love
would not recompense one glance of remembrance—one word of welcome! All
this too, while I have seen the selfish caressed—the ignorant flattered,
and quailed beneath the eye of those, whom, if met upon the arena of
mind, I could have crushed. But I have suffered most deeply, most
keenly, from those in whose gratitude, at least, I had reposed some
confidence. If there be one crime—_one_ of guilt so unmitigated as to
wake the thunderbolt, as to call down retributive justice—it is that
viper, ingratitude. No exertion of _human_ power can suppress it, laws
cannot define it, penalties cannot reach it;—the law of love, that last
hope of virtue, is powerless here. And yet, it is a crime which would
drive all joy from earth—it would crush all that is holy in the heart—it
would dissever man from his species.
As the eye of one after another has lighted upon me, and turned
scornfully from the uncouth clown before them, I have prayed—yes,
prayed—it could not be impious—that their vision might for one instant
be quickened, so as to penetrate the mind. It is too much to hope for
_here_,—but
“If there be, indeed,
A shore where mind survives, ’twill be a mind
All unincorporate.”
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