The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. I, No. 4, June 1836)Various
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The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. I, No. 4, June 1836)
Various
College students' writings, American -- Connecticut -- New Haven -- Periodicals; Yale University -- Periodicals
I was recalling to memory, the other day, all the friends and
acquaintance of my boyhood and youth, that I could recollect; and I
mustered a goodly list. My mind wandered from their _names_ to their
hopes and plans; I recalled the schemes and enterprizes, which I knew
they had meditated. The train once started, visions of bygone days and
circumstances poured in upon me. Again, I sauntered, arm in arm, with
a friend, through the moon-lit streets, on a summer’s evening--again,
I wandered listlessly along the beach--again, I stood upon the summits
of the hills which surrounded the abode of my youth--again, I heard
the confiding strain of youthful friendship--I saw the face lit with
the joy of anticipated triumph--the step, unnaturally firm, proud and
elastic. Alas! where now were those friends? Some were dead--some
were in obscurity--many were in mediocrity of life--few, how few,
had _approached_ the goal of their youthful wishes. And what was the
cause of all this? Was the fault in the men, or their plans? Upon the
_plans_ I fixed it; for I could not, and I would not, lay aught to the
charge of the loved ones of my youth. And where was the fault in the
plans? Was it not _here_--that the _plans_ were founded on the _hopes_,
while the _hopes_ should have been founded on the _plans_? _Hope_ is
the _etherial_--_plan_ the _material_ part of an expectation. A plan,
founded on a hope, is like a house founded on the sand--it cannot
endure. As verdant forests and luxuriant vegetation adorn and beautify
the sides, and white fleecy clouds cap the summits, of a rock-based
mountain, softening the rugged cliffs, filling up the chasms, smoothing
the precipices, and concealing the roughness of the path which winds
up the ascent; so should _Hope_, with its varied hues, tinge and adorn
the ever-during frame-work reared by _Reason_. So _should_ it be--but,
is it so? Do not men strive rather to throw a semblance of reason over
their hopes? Do they not build castles in the air, and then exert all
their ingenuity to give an appearance of probability, or at least of
_possibility_, to their baseless fabrics?
O Hope! thou art a blessing, and thou art a _curse_. Thou art an
intrusive, impudent, officious, treacherous _imp_--thou art a lying
varlet--a cheating knave--thou hast no conscience--thou wilt gull, over
and over again, prince and peasant, rich and poor, the unjust judge
and the oppressed widow. Men kick thee out of doors, and again thou
comest. Thou art a very Proteus--deny thee entrance in _one_ shape, and
instantly thou takest another. Sometimes thou servest the devil, and
sometimes thou doest business on thine own account. Again, I say, hang
thee for an intermeddling imp!
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