The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. LXXXIX, No. 1, 1923)Various
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The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. LXXXIX, No. 1, 1923)
Various
College students' writings, American -- Connecticut -- New Haven -- Periodicals; Yale University -- Periodicals
An Irish servant once said of him: “Sure, now, he does like to see
the young people have a good time!” and it expressed brilliantly his
attitude. For to his mind, apparently all people were young people
whom he was watching at their diversions. In fact, if it had not been
for his hilarious sharing of our pleasures, he would have been to us
rather like a god: for he seemed older than we, as though he had known
of old the great lives upon Olympus and were down here to gratify some
fatherly instinct of sympathy for us. And when he sometimes left us,
one sensed the withdrawal of considerably more than a presence. We were
accustomed to him as one of the most active figures on the scene, but
still, when he went away, it was as if a harmonious background had also
been removed. In appearance he was fat. His head was large and his face
grave, in repose, like that of a serious child.
There were stories, I was once shocked on finding out, about the Great
Pan Jandrum’s youth--stories of a vagueness that implied things about
him quite incongruous to the people who knew him now. Did he then
have a common youth, with all its attendant distortions?--it seemed
impossible. Evidently it had not been a romantic theatrical youth
either, in spite of its present shaded character. One lady simply
said he had been “nasty” and let it go at that. He seems to have been
a commonplace person then--aggressively commonplace, with all the
nauseating poses of his age strong in him, like diseases. Alcohol had
played a part, it seems; and he was not one of those who were made
genial or attractive by its use. One could have the heresy to make
a decent guess, after all this, as to one origin of his widespread
tolerance.
But the placidity of his middle years had been of an amplitude to
swallow and almost entirely submerge these indefinite and hushed
enormities. So if any dignity in him had given it a chance, the
community, which was not large, would have looked upon him as a
benevolent influence. At a feast, without his contagious humor, he
would still have been a sort of golden aura to the occasion; to meet
him was to come away eased of the life-long burden of yourself, having
heard him laugh; and he had a gift for rendering people unable to look
seriously in the face of a calamity. You were always trying, in spite
of yourself, to worship him, he was so grand, and so you would have,
except that he was too dynamic for a pedestal.
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