The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. LXXXIX, No. 1, 1923)Various
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The Yale Literary Magazine (Vol. LXXXIX, No. 1, 1923)
Various
College students' writings, American -- Connecticut -- New Haven -- Periodicals; Yale University -- Periodicals
Millicent prolonged her stay in bed. She was aware that she made rather
a charming invalid, and throned in her bed she received a gratifying
court.
The wise commenters became positive.
“Millicent’s really in love, this time,” they said, “and their
engagement will be announced before Tommy goes back to school.”
Tommy, the drawling and indifferent, had given way to Tommy, the
intense and devoted. Millicent was aware of her victory.
The hearts with E.P. and O.W. had gone. Tommy’s, hidden by the
photograph, reigned alone. Perhaps, she thought idly, after they were
married she would have it cut into the glass. It was a pretty fancy.
She toyed with the idea, toyed with it as she did with everything in
her life; a languid, fickle amusement.
The day before Tommy and Carl were to go back to school Millicent got
up. She was paler, and more ethereally beautiful, she decided, with
characteristic candor. The sweet peas which he had sent that morning
looked rather well on her.
She wondered, as she pinned them on, whether he would propose to-day or
wait until the last.
He was nervous; a little haggard, too, she noticed, when he came, and
she knew that he would propose to-day. Her triumph was at hand, but
suddenly she knew that she wanted more time to think. She must make him
wait until to-morrow.
They were on the couch again. He kissed her, and in the moment that
their lips touched it came to her that Tommy was realty infatuated--but
in another moment the old doubt had returned, and when he said:
“Millicent, dear, I’ve only known you--” she stopped him, with a
breathless flutter, and said, “To-morrow, Tommy, to-morrow afternoon; I
_can’t_ tell you to-day!”... And she ran out of the room.
Millicent did not appear at supper. She was locked in her room, her
head buried in her arms on the dressing-table, thinking; half crying.
It was the only crisis which had ever come into her life. Always before
she had left this to the man; her own way had continued serenely
untroubled. Once, in a fit of fancy, she reached up as if to erase the
heart, but she did not complete the gesture.
The next morning dragged slowly by.
After lunch Millicent went to her desk, and in a fit of caprice wrote
a letter. She read it, and started to tear it up. Then she changed her
mind, and left it, sealed, on her desk. It was a quarter past two.
Tommy ought to arrive very soon.
She walked over to the pier-glass in the hall. Dispassionately she
admired her beauty. She thought that she had never seen anyone so
lovely. Others might be merely beautiful, hers was distinctive. Beauty
was a power in itself; and when coupled with intellect--the power it
might wield was infinite. Great beauties had made history--many of them
had had humbler beginnings, by far, than she. She felt in that moment
that she too might have been destined to rule.... French novels had
taught her these things--and had failed to instil a sense of personal
absurdity.
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