City and town life -- Fiction; Science fiction; Survival -- Fiction
He knew what had done it. It was his father's expression and his words
in the laboratory the night before.
Ken recognized that he had never doubted for an instant that scientists
and their tools were wholly adequate to solve this problem in a
reasonable time. He had been aware there would be great hardships, but
he had never doubted there would be an end to that time. He had believed
his father, as a scientist, had the same faith.
It was a staggering shock to learn that his father had no faith in
science; a shock to be told that science was not a thing that warranted
a man's faith. Ken had planned his whole life around an avid faith in
science.
He tried to imagine what the world would be like if no engine should
ever run again. The standards of civilized existence would be shattered.
Only those areas of the world, where people had never learned to depend
on motor transportation or electric power, would be unaffected; those
areas of China, India and Africa, where men still scratched the ground
with a forked stick and asked only for a cup of rice or grain each day.
This would become the level of the whole world. Until last night, Ken
had never believed it remotely possible. Now, his father's words had
shaken him out of the certainty that science would avert such
consequences. It _could_ happen.
He thought of his own plans and ambitions. There would be no need for
scientists, nor the opportunity to become one, in a world of men who
grubbed the land with forked sticks. He felt a sudden blind and bitter
anger. Even if the disaster were overcome in a matter of years, his
opportunity would be gone.
He knew at once that such anger was selfish and futile. His own personal
calamities would be the least of the troubles ahead, but, for the
moment, he could not help it. In a way, it felt good because it
overshadowed the dark fear that still throbbed in his body.
But something else was gone, too. The opportunity for him and his
science club friends to investigate the properties of the altered metal
was over. His father and the other scientists had taken over those
studies, and there would be no place for high-school boys who did not
know even enough to prepare a slide for an electron microscope.
It had always been that way, as long as he could remember. He had always
been too young and too ignorant to be intrusted with work that mattered.
He supposed they would turn the operation of the air filter over to one
of the teaching fellows, even though that was something the club could
handle.
The bitterness and the fear seemed more than he could endure. He dressed
quietly and went downstairs. Without lighting a lamp, he found something
to eat. The first light of dawn was showing when he left the house.
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