The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894 — John Shaqi
The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
It had been ominously clear to me from the first that in Neil Paraday
this lady, who, as all the world agreed, was tremendous fun, considered
that she had secured a prime attraction, a creature of almost heraldic
oddity. Nothing could exceed her enthusiasm over her capture, and
nothing could exceed the confused apprehensions it excited in me. I had
an instinctive fear of her which I tried without effect to conceal from
her victim, but which I let her perceive with perfect impunity. Paraday
heeded it, but she never did, for her conscience was that of a romping
child. She was a blind, violent force, to which I could attach no more
idea of responsibility than to the hum of a spinning-top. It was
difficult to say what she conduced to but to circulation. She was
constructed of steel and leather, and all I asked of her for our
tractable friend was not to do him to death. He had consented for a
time to be of indiarubber, but my thoughts were fixed on the day he
should resume his shape or at least get back into his box. It was
evidently all right, but I should be glad when it was well over. I was
simply nervous--the impression was ineffaceable of the hour when, after
Mr. Morrow's departure, I had found him on the sofa in his study. That
pretext of indisposition had not in the least been meant as a snub to
the envoy of _The Tatler_--he had gone to lie down in very truth. He had
felt a pang of his old pain, the result of the agitation wrought in him
by this forcing open of a new period. His old programme, his old ideal
even had to be changed. Say what one would, success was a complication
and recognition had to be reciprocal. The monastic life, the pious
illumination of the missal in the convent cell were things of the
gathered past. It didn't engender despair, but it at least required
adjustment. Before I left him on that occasion we had passed a bargain,
my part of which was that I should make it my business to take care of
him. Let whoever would represent the interest in his presence (I had a
mystical prevision of Mrs. Weeks Wimbush), I should represent the
interest in his work--in other words, in his absence. These two
interests were in their essence opposed; and I doubt, as youth is
fleeting, if I shall ever again know the intensity of joy with which I
felt that in so good a cause I was willing to make myself odious.
One day, in Sloane Street, I found myself questioning Paraday's
landlord, who had come to the door in answer to my knock. Two vehicles,
a barouche and a smart hansom, were drawn up before the house.
"In the drawing-room, sir? Mrs. Weeks Wimbush."
"And in the dining-room?"
"A young lady, sir--waiting: I think a foreigner."
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