The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894 — John Shaqi
The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 1, April 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I became aware that Neil Paraday's new book was on the point of
appearing, and that its approach had been the ground of my original
appeal to Mr. Pinhorn, who was now annoyed with me for having lost so
many days. He bundled me off--we would at least not lose another. I have
always thought his sudden alertness a remarkable example of the
journalistic instinct. Nothing had occurred, since I first spoke to him,
to create a visible urgency, and no enlightenment could possibly have
reached him. It was a pure case of professional _flair_--he had smelt
the coming glory as an animal smells its distant prey.
II
I may as well say at once that this little record pretends in no degree
to be a picture either of my introduction to Mr. Paraday or of certain
proximate steps and stages. The scheme of my narrative allows no space
for these things and in any case a prohibitory sentiment would be
attached to my recollection of so rare an hour. These meagre notes are
essentially private, and if they see the light the insidious forces
that, as my story itself shows, make at present for publicity will
simply have overmastered my precautions. The curtain fell lately enough
on the lamentable drama. My memory of the day I alighted at Mr.
Paraday's door is a fresh memory of kindness, hospitality, compassion,
and of the wonderful illuminating talk in which the welcome was
conveyed. Some voice of the air had taught me the right moment, the
moment of his life at which an act of unexpected young allegiance might
most come home. He had recently recovered from a long, grave illness. I
had gone to the neighbouring inn for the night, but I spent the evening
in his company, and he insisted the next day on my sleeping under his
roof. I had not an indefinite leave: Mr. Pinhorn supposed us to put our
victims through on the gallop. It was later, in the office, that the
step was elaborated and regulated. I fortified myself however, as my
training had taught me to do, by the conviction that nothing could be
more advantageous for my article than to be written in the very
atmosphere. I said nothing to Mr. Paraday about it, but in the morning,
after my removal from the inn, while he was occupied in his study, as he
had notified me that he should need to be, I committed to paper the
quintessence of my impressions. Then thinking to commend myself to Mr.
Pinhorn by my celerity, I walked out and posted my little packet before
luncheon. Once my paper was written I was free to stay on, and if it was
designed to divert attention from my frivolity in so doing I could
reflect with satisfaction that I had never been so clever. I don't mean
to deny of course that I was aware it was much too good for Mr. Pinhorn;
but I was equally conscious that Mr. Pinhorn had the supreme shrewdness
of recognising from time to time the cases in which an article was not
too bad only because it was too good. There was nothing he loved so much
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