The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Moreover she professed that she couldn't discuss with me the primary
question--the moral obligation: that was in her own breast. There were
things she couldn't go into--injunctions, impressions she had
received. They were a part of the closest intimacy of her intercourse
with her aunt, they were absolutely clear to her; and on questions of
delicacy, the interpretation of a fidelity, of a promise, one had
always in the last resort to make up one's mind for oneself. It was
the idea of the application to the particular case, such a splendid
one at last, that troubled her, and she admitted that it stirred very
deep things. She didn't pretend that such a responsibility was a
simple matter; if it had been she wouldn't have attempted to saddle me
with any portion of it. The Mulvilles were sympathy itself; but were
they absolutely candid? Could they indeed be, in their position--would
it even have been to be desired? Yes, she had sent for me to ask no
less than that of me--whether there was anything dreadful kept back.
She made no allusion whatever to George Gravener--I thought her
silence the only good taste and her gaiety perhaps a part of the very
anxiety of that discretion, the effect of a determination that people
shouldn't know from herself that her relations with the man she was to
marry were strained. All the weight, however, that she left me to
throw was a sufficient implication of the weight that he had thrown in
vain. Oh, she knew the question of character was immense, and that one
couldn't entertain any plan for making merit comfortable without
running the gauntlet of that terrible procession of interrogation-points
which, like a young ladies' school out for a walk, hooked their
uniform noses at the tail of governess Conduct. But were we absolutely
to hold that was never, never, never an exception, never, never, never
an occasion for liberal acceptance, for clever charity, for suspended
pedantry--for letting one side, in short, outbalance another? When
Miss Anvoy threw off this inquiry I could have embraced her for so
delightfully emphasising her unlikeness to Mrs. Saltram. "Why not have
the courage of one's forgiveness," she asked, "as well as the
enthusiasm of one's adhesion?"
"Seeing how wonderfully you have threshed the whole thing out," I
evasively replied, "gives me an extraordinary notion of the point your
enthusiasm has reached."
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