The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
She considered this remark an instant with her eye on mine, and I
divined that it struck her I might possibly intend it as a reference
to some personal subjection to our fat philosopher, to some fanciful
transfigurement, some perversion of taste. At least I couldn't
interpret otherwise the sudden flush that came into her face. Such a
manifestation, as the result of any word of mine, embarrassed me; but
while I was thinking how to reassure her the colour I speak of passed
away in a smile of exquisite good nature. "Oh, you see, one forgets so
wonderfully how one dislikes him!" she said; and if her tone simply
extinguished his strange figure with the brush of its compassion, it
also rings in my ear to-day as the purest of all our praises. But with
what quick response of compassion such a relegation of the man himself
made me privately sigh: "Ah, poor Saltram!" She instantly, with this,
took the measure of all I didn't believe, and it enabled her to go on:
"What can one do when a person has given such a lift to one's interest
in life?"
"Yes, what can one do?" If I struck her as a little vague it was
because I was thinking of another person. I indulged in another
inarticulate murmur--"Poor George Gravener!" What had become of the
lift _he_ had given that interest? Later on I made up my mind that she
was sore and stricken at the appearance he presented of wanting the
miserable money. It was the hidden reason of her alienation. The
probable sincerity, in spite of the illiberality, of his scruples
about the particular use of it under discussion didn't efface the
ugliness of his demand that they should buy a good house with it.
Then, as for _his_ alienation, he didn't, pardonably enough, grasp the
lift Frank Saltram had given her interest in life. If a mere spectator
could ask that last question, with what rage in his heart the man
himself might! He was not, like her, I was to see, too proud to show
me why he was disappointed.
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