The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 2, July 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
"But wait," she went on, sitting down, "let us be practical; you
needn't go back to-night, I'll tell some one to fetch your things. And
will you let me try and help you? I don't know whether I can; but may
I try? Won't you stay a bit here with me? You would then have time to
think over your plans; it would do no harm, at any rate. Or, if you
would prefer living alone, would you let me help you? Sometimes it's
easier to be indebted to strangers. Don't answer now, you know my
offer is sincere, coming at this time; you can think it over."
She left her place and met the servant at the door, to give her the
order for the fetching of Janet's things. She came back and stood with
her hands behind her, facing Janet, who looked up to her from her
stool, adoring her as if she were a goddess.
"There's only one thing to do in life, to try and help those whom we
can help; but it's very difficult to help you young people," she said,
drying her eyes; "you generally want something we cannot give you."
"You comforted me more than I can say. I never dreamed of the
possibility of such comfort as you're giving me."
Still standing facing Janet, she suddenly began: "I knew a girl a long
time ago; she was the most exquisite creature I've ever seen. She was
lovely as only a Jewess can be lovely: by her side English beauties
looked ridiculous, as if their features had been thrown together by
mistake a few days ago; this girl's beauty was eternal, I don't know
how else to describe her superiority. There was a harmony about her
figure--not as we have pretty figures--but every movement seemed to be
the expression of a magnificent nature. She had that strange look in
her face which some Jews have, a something half humorous half pitiful
about the eyebrows; it was so remarkable in a young girl, as if an
endless experience of the world had been born in her--not that she was
tired or _blasé_; she wasn't at all one of those young people who have
seen the vanity of everything, she was full of enthusiasm,
fascinatingly fresh; she was so capable and sensitive that nothing
could be foreign or incomprehensible to her. I never saw anyone so
unerring; I would have wagered the world that she could never be wrong
in feeling. I never saw her misunderstand any one, except on purpose."
Janet was rapt in attention, loving to hear this beauty's praises in
the mouth of Lady Beamish. She kept her gaze fixed on the face, which
now was turned towards her, now towards the fire.
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