The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
But through the night he tossed restlessly, waking in the darkness to
find himself throbbing with triumphant exhilaration; each time striking
matches to examine the face of his watch, and beginning afresh to
calculate the hours that separated him from the moment that was to bind
them together--the irrevocable starting towards the future years.
* * * * *
She stood in the bow-window of her drawing-room, arranging some cut
flowers in slender pink and blue vases, striped with enamel of
imitation gold. Behind her, the room, uncomfortably ornamental,
repeated the three notes of colour--gilt paper shavings filling the
grate; gilt-legged chairs and tables; stiff, shiny, pink chintzes
encasing the furniture; on the wall a blue-patterned paper, all
speckled with stars of gold.
Outside, the little lawn, bathed in the fresh morning sunlight, glowed
a luscious green, and the trim flower-beds swelled with heightened
colours. A white fox-terrier came waddling along the garden path: she
lifted the animal inside the window, stroking his sleek sides with an
effusive demonstration of affection. Would Jim remember to be home in
good time, she was idly wondering; she had forgotten to remind him
before he went to his office, that to-night she was to sing at a local
concert.
Suddenly, she caught sight of a man’s figure crossing the lawn. For an
instant she thought it was an old clerk, whom Jim sometimes employed
to carry messages. Then she saw that it was Alec--coming straight
towards her. Her first impulse was to escape from him; but noticing
that his gaze was fixed on the ground, she retreated behind an angle
of the window, and stood watching him.... Poor Alec! He was going away
on a sea-voyage for his health, so Jim had heard it said in the town;
and she formed a hasty resolve to be very kind to the poor fellow. Yet
her vanity felt a prick of pique, as she noticed that his gait was
grown more gaunt, more ungainly than ever; and she resented that his
haggard face, his stubbly beard, which, when he lay ill, had signified
tense tragedy, should now seem simply uncouth. Still, she awaited his
appearance excitedly; anticipating a renewed proof of his touching,
dog-like devotion to her, and with a fresh thrill of unconscious
gratitude to him for having supplied that scene to which she could look
back with secret, sentimental pride.
The maid let him into the room. As he advanced towards her, she saw
him brush his forehead with his hand impatiently, as if to rid his
brain of an importunate thought. He took her outstretched hand: the
forced cheeriness of her phrase of greeting died away, as she felt his
gaze searching her face.
“Let us sit down,” he said abruptly.
“I’m all right again, now,” he began with a brisk, level laugh; and it
occurred to her that perhaps the illness had affected his mind.
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