The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“For the sake of our name, and what they will say in the village, I am
sorry for this,” she said; and Firman went without a word.
But when he was gone Jeanne-Marie’s pride broke down, and in the
darkness of the evening she gathered her shawl round her, and crept up
to the _métairie_ door.
Hour after hour she sat there, not heeding the cold or the damp, her
head buried in her hands, her body rocked backwards and forwards. “I
pray for Firman’s child,” she muttered without ceasing. “O dear Virgin!
O blessed Virgin! I pray for my brother’s child.” And when at length
an infant’s feeble cry pierced through the darkness, Jeanne-Marie rose
and tottered home, saying to herself contentedly, “The good God himself
tells me that all is well.”
Perhaps the pangs of maternity quickened the capabilities for
compassion in Suzanne’s peasant mind. She sent for Jeanne-Marie two
days later, and watched her with silent wonder, but without a sneer, as
she knelt weeping and trembling before the small new bundle of humanity.
From that day little Henri was the idol of Jeanne-Marie’s heart. All
the sane instincts of wifehood and motherhood, shut up irrevocably
within the prison of her maiden life, found vent in her devotion to
her brother’s child. The natural impulses, so long denied freedom, of
whose existence and force she was not even aware, avenged their long
suppression in this worship of Firman’s boy.
To watch the growth of the childish being, the unveiling of his
physical comeliness, and the gradual awakening of his perceptions,
became the interest and fascination of her life. Every morning at
eleven o’clock, when the cottage showed within the open door all white
and shining after her energetic scrubbings, she would put on a clean
bodice, and a fresh pink handkerchief for the little coil of hair at
the back of her head, and sit ready and impatient, knitting away the
time, till one o’clock struck, and she could start for the farm.
She would always arrive at the same hour, when the _métairie_ dinner
was finished, and Suzanne’s fretful complaints: “Jeanne-Marie, you are
so proud, you will not come for the dinner or stay for the supper,” met
only a smile and a deprecating shake of the head.
On her arrival, if Suzanne were in a good temper, she would surrender
Henri to her, and Jeanne-Marie’s hour of heaven reached her. If it were
cold, she would sit in the kitchen, crooning snatches of old tunes, or
chattering soft nothings in _patois_ to the sleeping child. If fine,
she would wander round the garden with him in her arms, sometimes as
far as the road, where a chance passer’s exclamation of “Oh, le beau
bébé!” would flush her face with pleasure.
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