The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
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The yellow book, an illustrated quarterly. Vol. 3, October, 1894
English literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals; Great Britain -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
If Suzanne’s temper chanced to be ruffled, if Firman had displeased
her, or if the fitful jealousy that sprang up at times against her
_belle-sœur_, happened to be roused, she would insist that little Henri
was tired, and must not be moved; and Jeanne-Marie would sit for hours
sadly watching the cot, in which the child lay, not daring to touch him
or comfort him, even when he moaned and moved his arms restlessly in
his sleep.
So her life went on till Henri was about a year old, when Suzanne’s
gradually increasing exasperation reached an ungovernable pitch. To
her jealous imagination it had seemed for some time that the boy clung
more to her sister than to her, and one day things reached a climax.
Jeanne-Marie had arrived with a toy bought for three sous from a
travelling pedlar, and the child had screamed, and cried, because his
mother, alleging that he was tired, refused to allow Jeanne-Marie to
take him or show him the toy. The boy screamed louder and louder, and
Jeanne-Marie sat, silent and troubled, in her corner. Even Firman,
who was yoking his oxen in the yard, came in hurriedly, hearing the
noise, and finding nothing wrong, pleaded with his wife. “Mais, voyons,
Suzanne,” he began, persuasively, “if le petit wants to see his toy, la
tante may show it him, n’est ce pas?” And Suzanne, unable to bear it
any longer, almost threw her child into Jeanne-Marie’s lap, bursting
out, “Take him, then, and draw my baby’s love from me, as you please.
I want no child who hates his mother.” And sobbing loudly, she rushed
out. Firman followed her, his handsome face puckered with perplexity,
and Jeanne-Marie and the baby were left alone. She bent low down over
the deep Spanish eyes that were so like her own, and, while her tears
dropped on his face, she held him to her feverishly. “Adieu,” she
whispered, “adieu, petit Henri. La tante must not come to see him any
more, and Henri must be a good boy and love his mother.” And with one
long look at the child’s eyes fixed on her so wonderingly, Jeanne-Marie
rose softly and left the farm.
From that day started the great conflict between her love and her
pride. Though, to her simple nature, the jealousy of a woman who seemed
to her to have in abundance everything that made life worth living,
was utterly incomprehensible, she said to herself over and over as she
went home, that such a scene as that should never happen again. And as
she lay in her narrow bed that night, and made her resolution for the
future, she seemed to feel the very fibres of her heart break within
her.
Firman came down next day to beg his sister to behave as if nothing had
happened. “You are pale and your face is all drawn, _chère sœur_,” he
told her reproachfully; “but you must not take the things like that. If
poor Suzanne were herself and well, she would never have spoken as she
did.” But Jeanne-Marie smiled at him.
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