But by that time money troubles at home with which, as it seemed to
her, she had been surrounded all her life, had grown so pressing that,
apart from Lady Margaret’s reiterated counsels, she herself had come to
recognize that a suitable marriage was the only way out of their
ever-increasing embarrassment.
She and Robin, she recalled with a feeling of relief, had never
discussed the matter. He, too, had understood and had sailed for France
without seeking to take advantage of the circumstance.
Outside in the black night a car throbbed. Footsteps crunched the
gravel beneath her window. The sounds brought her back to the present
with a sudden pang. She began to think of Hartley Parrish. All her life
she had been so very poor that, until she had met this big, vigorous,
intensely vital man, she had never known what a lavish command of money
meant. Hartley Parrish did things in a big way. If he wanted a thing he
bought it, as he had bought Bude, as he had bought a car he had seen
standing outside a Pall Mall club and admired. He had rooted the owner
out, bade him name his price, and had paid it, there and then, by
cheque, and driven Mary off to a lawn tennis tournament at Queen’s,
hugely delighted by her bewilderment.
She did not love him. She could never have learnt to love him. There
was a gleeful zest in his enjoyment of his money, an ostentatious
parade of his riches which repelled her. And there was a look in his
face, those narrow eyes, that hard mouth, which revealed to her womanly
intuition a ruthlessness which she guessed he kept for his business.
But she liked him, especially his reverent and chivalrous devotion to
her, and the thought that his dominating and vital personality was
extinguished for ever made her conscious of a great void in her life.
And now she was rich. Hartley Parrish’s idea of “proper provision” for
her, she knew, meant wealth for her beyond anything she had ever
dreamed. The perpetual debasing struggle with poverty which she and her
mother had carried on for years was a thing of the past. Money meant
freedom, freedom to live ... and to love.
She stretched her hands out to the blaze. Was she free to love? What
had driven Hartley Parrish to suicide? Or who? She went over in her
mind her interview with Robin Greve in the billiard-room. He had spoken
of other women in connection with Hartley Parrish. Had he used that
knowledge to threaten his rival? What had Robin done after he had left
her that afternoon with his final taunt?
She felt the blood rise to her cheeks as she thought of it. Mary
Trevert had all the pride of her ancient race. The recollection of that
taunt galled her. Her loyalty to the man from whom she had received
nothing but chivalry, whose fortune was to banish a hideous nightmare
from her life, rose up in arms. What had Robin done? She must know the
truth ...
A tap came at the door. Bude appeared.
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