Jews -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
WHEN Elias woke up Sunday morning, he saw that it was snowing. He lay
abed for a while, with eyes turned upon his window-pane, and watched the
snow-flakes float lightly and silently earthward through the still
air. The street below was noisy with the sound of shovels scraping the
pavement. The daylight had caught a deathlike pallor from the whiteness
round about. Elias wondered whether he would be expected in Sixty-third
Street, despite the storm. He got up and dressed, all the while
balancing this question in his mind. But presently the weather itself
decided for him. The storm ceased. The snow fell no more. The sun came
out.
He went up-town, entered Redwood's parlor, and sat down facing the
folding-doors that led into the back room.
He was not in love with her. She was a pretty and pleasant girl, and all
that; but he was not in love with her, and never would be. This is what
he had repeated to himself again and again during the past few days. So
be it. But then why--when all at once she appeared in the opening of the
folding-doors, and advanced toward him, proffering her hand, and wishing
him good-morning--why did his heart stop beating? Why did his breath
become labored and tremulous? Why did his lips quiver, his cheeks burn?
Why should the sight of her have had this effect upon a man who did not
love her, who was not even on the point of loving her? And then, when he
took the proffered hand in his, and gazed down at her face, and breathed
the air that her presence sweetened, why was his breast suddenly pierced
by a strange emotion, half a pain, half an ecstatic pleasure, and why
did he have to exert his utmost self-control, to keep from catching her
in his arms, and kissing her? What is the psychology of these phenomena,
if he did not love her? She wore the same blue gown that she had worn
at all their sittings; but it seemed to him that her face was paler, and
that her eyes were larger and darker, than their wont.
She bade him good-morning and withdrew her hand, and remained standing
before him; and he remained standing before her, vainly striving to
think of something appropriate to say. But--such perturbation did her
mere nearness cause him--his senses were dispersed, his tongue was tied.
At last, however, he contrived to articulate five words. The sentiment
was neither very novel nor very witty; but it was at least creditable,
and, let us trust, sincere.
“I hope you are well?”
“No,” she answered, “I don't feel very well.”
“Indeed? I--I hope it is nothing serious.”
“Oh, no; only a headache. And I feel lazy and chilly. I'm afraid I have
caught a cold.”
“Then I shan't think of letting you sit for me this morning. We'll wait
about our next sitting till you are better.”
“It's too bad to delay you so.”
“No, no, not at all. It won't make the slightest difference. And now, I
know you ought to go and lie down. So I'll take myself off. Good-by.”
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