Jews -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
“Gradually--as is apt to happen, if you fix your eyes for any length
of time upon a single spot in some small object--gradually the picture
blurred, becoming simply a formless smudge upon the white surface of
the paper; a lapse on the part of my eyesight, which I, absorbed in the
effort I was making to remember, did not attempt to correct, but which
in due time, as was natural, corrected itself; and again the picture
stood out as distinct as before. Now, however, at once, every other
thought and every other feeling were swept away, clean out of my head,
by a sensation--I shall not be able to define it; you will easily
conceive it; a sensation half of amazement, half of terror; for, without
having changed in size, the face seemed to have changed totally in
quality; it seemed to have ceased to be a face drawn with black lead
upon paper, and to have become a face in veritable flesh and blood. The
hair had apparently become hair. There was color in the cheeks. And the
eyes were liquid, living eyes. They--the eyes--were what most affected
me. Large, black, mournful, as her eyes had been in life, they looked
into my eyes with an expression--I can't describe it. It was what you
would call an expression of intense agony, and of appeal; as though it
were an agony of my causing, and one that she appealed to me to
relieve. The lips--bluish white, as her lips were, toward the end of her
life--the lips seemed to move, and kept moving, as if trying to speak,
but unable to; until at last _they succeeded_; and I could have vowed
that I heard, in her own recognizable voice, just a little above a
whisper, these words: 'There is no more chance of its taking place than
there is of the sun's failing to rise. Beware!'--the words that my
uncle had spoken down stairs. I was so much startled, so much terrified,
that I jumped up from my chair. Thereat, instantly, the illusion
ended. Again it was only a crude pencil drawing upon the page of my
sketch-book. I can't tell how long it had lasted. Very likely not longer
than two or three seconds, though it seemed at least as many minutes.
I don't think I had breathed once. I don't think my heart had given a
single beat. It had literally paralyzed me with fear.
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