John turned and ran, almost into the arms of a tall Blast. He stopped,
whirled around, and headed back past the woman and child. He cut left
at the next corner, ran faster than ever before in his life, cut
right, and left, and kept going until the breath rasped through his
throat like liquified metal. But even as he ran, he was without fear.
He was too angry now to be frightened. And it was anger such as he'd
never before experienced. A sickening, confusing, red-hazed mélange of
emotion that had about it a nightmare quality.
He had to slow down, and saw that it was all right. He'd lost
that Blast, left the entire scene far behind. "Lousy foul-blooded
Outsiders!" he panted, and at the same time knew that it wasn't just
the Outsiders. It was his mother, and his father, and the slum, and the
gangs, and the poverty. It was his life he hated, his life he raged at.
This then was the irritation he'd felt in the past weeks, now
transformed by Upper City into a maniacal rage.
John Stevens was leader of the Adolphs. John Stevens wasn't even close
to being the biggest or strongest boy in his crowd. But he was the
smartest. And this raw, basic, but still superior intellect worked
against him as he stalked the wide avenues of Upper City.
A caper, he thought. He'd pull a big caper, return with loot, justify
this visit, take out his anger on these people--these scum who had made
his life so poor.
Or was it his mother and father who had made his life poor? Was it the
masters who had done that? Why had he come here when it brought such
confusion, such pain?
Another quick change of thought. He blocked everything from his mind
but the red haze of rage; fed it, allowed it to grow to the point where
it swallowed everything but his desire to strike back.
He didn't know where he was, where he was going, and he no longer saw
the Outsiders. He had regained his wind now, and began walking quickly,
almost running.
It was later, much later, when he finally found the right street, and
the right vendro, and the focal point for his hatred. Clothing. New,
bright, expensive coroplast suits. Eight hundred disks and up! More
than his father made in three months. More than John Stevens had ever
seen in a lump sum.
The street was quiet, empty of pedestrians. He walked past the vendro,
casing it with eyes that saw nothing but inner hate. Something
sane--something still resisting the never-before-experienced
rage--cried out that he wasn't being smart, that he wasn't checking for
Blasts, that he couldn't think straight enough for a caper, especially
one in Upper City. But he was back at the vendro now, and he was going
inside.
There was only the commersh, and an old man magnetting dust from the
floor. The commersh was an Outsider, naturally. But the old man was
one of York's folk, and this made John Stevens lose whatever grain of
caution he might have retained. His folk, slaving for these scum!
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