The Young Diana: An Experiment of the FutureCorelli, Marie
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The Young Diana: An Experiment of the Future
Corelli, Marie
Experiments -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Rejuvenation -- Fiction; Science fiction; Single women -- Fiction
No goddess, suddenly descending from the skies to earth, could have
looked more royally beneficent than she, and Vasho made rapid signs of
entire devotion to her service.
“No,” she said--“You are your master’s man. He will need your
help--when I am gone!”
The negro’s countenance expressed a sudden dismay--and she laughed.
“Yes--when I am gone!” she repeated, “and that will be very soon! I am
made for all the world now!”
His eyes rolled despairingly,--he made eloquent and beseeching signs of
appeal.
“You will be sorry?” she said. “Yes--I daresay you will! Now go
along,--they want you downstairs. It is foolish to be sorry for
anything.”
She smiled at him as he backed from her presence, looking utterly
miserable, and disappeared. Left alone, she touched a glass of wine
with her lips, but quickly set it down.
“What a curious taste!” she said. “I used to like it,--I don’t like it
at all now. I’m not thirsty and I’m not hungry. I want nothing. It’s
enough for me to breathe!”
She moved slowly up and down with an exquisite floating grace, a
perfect vision of imperial beauty, her rose-red “rest gown” with its
white fur lining trailing about her; and presently, sitting down by
the open window, she inhaled the warm summer air, and after a while
watched the moon rise through a foam of white cloud, which seemed to
have sprayed itself sheer down from the Alpine snows. Her thoughts were
clear; her consciousness particularly active,--and, with a kind of new
self-possession and intellectuality, she took herself, as it were,
mentally to pieces, and examined each section of herself as under a
psychological microscope.
“Let me be quite sure of my own identity,” she said, half aloud. “I am
Diana May--and yet I am not Diana May! I have lost the worn old shell
of my former personality, and I have found another personality which
is not my own, and yet somehow is the real Me!--the Me for whom I have
been searching and crying ever since I could search and cry!--the Me
I have dreamed of as rising in the shape of a Soul from my dead body!
I am clothed with a life vesture made of strange and imperishable
stuff,--I cannot begin to describe or understand it, except as an
organisation free from all pain and grossness--and what is more
positive still--free from all feeling!”
She paused here, interested in the puzzle of her thoughts. Raising her
eyes, she looked out at the divine beauty of the night.
“Yes,” she went on musing--“That is the strangest part of it!--I have
_no_ feeling. This is the work of science--therefore my condition
will be within reach of all who care to accept it. I look out at the
garden,--the moonlight,--but not as I used to look. _They_ have no
feeling, and seem just a natural part of myself. They do not move me to
any more sensation than the recognition that they live as I do, _with_
me and _for_ me. If I can get hold of myself at all surely, I think my
chief consciousness is that of power,--power, with no regard for its
exercise or result.”
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