Boarding schools -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Medical students -- Fiction
“Oh, no. . . . I don’t know the old divil, you know. I’ve rooms with an
old lady up in Alvaston. She’s rather a decent sort. House full of
animals.” He didn’t specify what the animals were. “I’d better go and
unpack some of my things. I suppose I shall see you at the Chemistry
Lecture to-morrow. So long. . . . Oh, I forgot. . . . What’s your
name?”
“Ingleby.”
“Ingleby. . . Right-o.” He boarded a passing bus with the air of
stepping on to a coach and four.
Edwin took the next train home. On the opposite platform of the station
he caught a glimpse of the great bulk of the man named Brown walking up
and down with earnestness in his eyes and under his arm a huge parcel of
books. He gave Edwin the impression of wanting to throw himself into the
adventure of the medical curriculum as he might have thrown himself into
a Rugby scrum, expecting a repetition of the tremendous battering that he
seemed already to have undergone.
Thinking of him, and of the aristocratic Martin, and of Harrop, a product
which Oriel had finished to the last waistcoat button, and, more dimly,
of the elderly gentleman with the dejected moustaches, it seemed to Edwin
that he himself was appallingly young and callow and inexperienced. How
was he going to stand up to these people with their knowledge of the
world and its ways: men who had already, by virtue of their birth or
experience, learned how to dress and live and move without effort in the
crowded world? Yet with them, he knew, he must now take his place. It
would be difficult . . . awfully difficult. He had everything, even the
most elementary rules of conduct, to learn. He was a child who had never
known another human being except his mother and a few school friends of
his own age. He had not even the _savoir-vivre_ of Griffin. And, in
this new life, it seemed to him that the dreams on which he had depended
must be useless—or even more, a positive handicap to his success.
The moments of sudden spiritual enlightenment that one reads of in the
lives of saints, or of converts to Salvationism, are not a common
experience in those of ordinary men; and though, in the turn of every
tide, there is a critical period, measurable by the fraction of a second,
in which the waters that have swayed forwards retire upon themselves, to
the eyes of an observer the change of motion is so gradual as to be only
slowly perceived. In Edwin’s life the death of his mother had been the
real point of crisis; but this he had only dimly realised when his hopes
of Oxford had been dashed for ever in a third-class compartment hurtling
under Bredon Hill. Between it and the present moment there had hung a
period of dead water (so to speak) in which the current of his life had
seemed suspended; but now he knew that there was no doubt but that a
change had overtaken him, and that he would never again be the same.
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